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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:11,178 --> 00:00:17,142 ♪ I see your vision in the darkness every time I close my eyes 2 00:00:17,267 --> 00:00:20,103 ♪ I can feel the heat from your body 3 00:00:20,229 --> 00:00:22,814 ♪ Won't let me sleep at night 4 00:00:22,940 --> 00:00:25,984 ♪ I hear your whispers through my screams 5 00:00:26,109 --> 00:00:28,820 ♪ You're the glitter in my flames 6 00:00:28,946 --> 00:00:34,451 ♪ You're my desert 7 00:00:35,244 --> 00:00:38,038 ♪ I can't face the new day, baby 8 00:00:38,163 --> 00:00:41,416 ♪ Until I receive your kiss 9 00:00:41,542 --> 00:00:43,794 ♪ Sunlight becomes my enemy 10 00:00:43,919 --> 00:00:47,256 ♪ Don't want my friends to see me like this 11 00:00:47,381 --> 00:00:50,008 ♪ I need you more and more 12 00:00:50,133 --> 00:00:52,511 ♪ You're the sickness and the cure 13 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:55,514 ♪ You're my addiction 14 00:00:55,639 --> 00:00:58,517 ♪ Yes, you are 15 00:00:58,642 --> 00:01:04,439 ♪ It's the loneliness that keeps you coming back again and again 16 00:01:04,565 --> 00:01:07,234 ♪ Oh, the habit you know is killing you 17 00:01:07,359 --> 00:01:10,445 ♪ It becomes your only friend 18 00:01:10,571 --> 00:01:15,826 ♪ But you make me feel more alive than I've ever been 19 00:01:15,951 --> 00:01:19,663 - ♪ You're my sanctuary - ♪ You're my sanctuary 20 00:01:19,788 --> 00:01:21,957 ♪ Baby, let me in 21 00:01:22,082 --> 00:01:25,711 ♪ You're my addiction 22 00:01:28,046 --> 00:01:30,882 ♪ Addiction 23 00:01:31,008 --> 00:01:33,552 ♪ You're the shelter from the storm 24 00:01:33,677 --> 00:01:37,055 ♪ You're my addiction 25 00:01:37,180 --> 00:01:40,017 ♪ When I know hope has gone 26 00:01:40,142 --> 00:01:42,811 ♪ You're the face without a name, baby 27 00:01:42,936 --> 00:01:44,187 ♪ You're the bullet... ♪ 28 00:01:49,151 --> 00:01:51,278 ‘It began in the early morning. 29 00:01:53,155 --> 00:01:57,784 ‘The American soldiers were under orders to search and destroy enemy positions. 30 00:02:01,038 --> 00:02:04,458 ‘They came upon the village at dawn. 31 00:02:04,583 --> 00:02:08,545 ‘What they did in that place later shocked the world. 32 00:02:20,015 --> 00:02:22,934 ‘The administration, sensitive to world opinion, 33 00:02:23,060 --> 00:02:27,272 ‘brought to trial the men responsible and found them guilty. 34 00:02:27,397 --> 00:02:30,067 ‘Justice, though blind, was served. 35 00:02:30,192 --> 00:02:34,780 ‘The conscience of an outraged society was temporarily satisfied.' 36 00:03:00,806 --> 00:03:02,933 It's the whole country. They were all guilty. 37 00:03:03,058 --> 00:03:04,685 How can you single out one man? 38 00:03:04,810 --> 00:03:08,271 Well, you can't jail a whole country, you know. They needed a scapegoat. 39 00:03:08,397 --> 00:03:10,232 He was the unlucky one who got caught. 40 00:03:10,357 --> 00:03:12,526 No, I don't think luck had anything to do with it. 41 00:03:12,651 --> 00:03:16,405 I mean, how did he get over there? Who put the gun in his hand? 42 00:03:16,530 --> 00:03:18,365 They say that he was guilty of killing women and babies. 43 00:03:18,490 --> 00:03:21,535 How many bombs were dropped that did the exact Same thing? 44 00:03:21,660 --> 00:03:25,706 How many homes were destroyed? Who's in jail for that? 45 00:03:27,165 --> 00:03:30,502 What do you want me to say? The system's not perfect, you know. 46 00:03:30,627 --> 00:03:33,130 People just wanted to show their disgust at what was happening. 47 00:03:33,255 --> 00:03:34,798 And justifiably so, I mean... 48 00:03:34,923 --> 00:03:36,466 I'm not saying it wasn't justifiable. 49 00:03:36,591 --> 00:03:38,677 I'm only saying that if you're gonna prosecute war crimes, 50 00:03:38,802 --> 00:03:41,638 you'd better make sure that more than one man takes the blame for everything. 51 00:03:41,763 --> 00:03:43,765 It's ridiculous. 52 00:03:44,683 --> 00:03:46,643 So, what are you... Where are you going? 53 00:03:46,768 --> 00:03:48,603 Uh... I got to meet my brother. 54 00:03:48,729 --> 00:03:52,023 - Okay, I'm gonna go this way. - Alright. See you. 55 00:03:56,194 --> 00:03:58,989 ♪ So high 56 00:03:59,114 --> 00:04:02,033 ♪ I wanna get high 57 00:04:02,159 --> 00:04:04,995 ♪ So high 58 00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:08,039 ♪ I wanna get high 59 00:04:08,165 --> 00:04:10,959 ♪ So high 60 00:04:11,084 --> 00:04:14,254 ♪ I wanna get high 61 00:04:14,379 --> 00:04:16,465 ♪ So high 62 00:04:17,591 --> 00:04:20,761 ♪ Well, that's the funk elastic The blunt I twist it 63 00:04:20,886 --> 00:04:23,805 ♪ The slammified, Buddhafied funk on your discus 64 00:04:23,930 --> 00:04:26,808 ♪ Oh, what, you missed this? You got to bear witness 65 00:04:26,933 --> 00:04:29,728 ♪ Catch a ho and another ho Merry Christmas 66 00:04:29,853 --> 00:04:32,689 ♪ Yes, I smoke shit straight off the roach clip 67 00:04:32,814 --> 00:04:35,817 ♪ I roach it, roll the blunt at once to approach it 68 00:04:35,942 --> 00:04:38,403 ♪ Forward motion Make you sway like the ocean 69 00:04:38,528 --> 00:04:41,615 ♪ The herb is more than just a powerful potion 70 00:04:41,740 --> 00:04:45,494 ♪ What's the commotion? Yo, I'm not joking around 71 00:04:45,619 --> 00:04:47,537 ♪ People learning ‘bout what they're smoking 72 00:04:47,662 --> 00:04:50,499 ♪ My oven's on high when I roast the quail 73 00:04:50,624 --> 00:04:53,627 ♪ Tell Bill Clinton to go and inhale 74 00:04:53,752 --> 00:04:56,129 ♪ Exhale, now you felt the phunk of the Thai 75 00:04:56,254 --> 00:05:00,425 ♪ When I feel the effects, I wanna get high... ♪ 76 00:05:07,349 --> 00:05:09,267 Nice night. 77 00:05:27,702 --> 00:05:30,664 Look at me and tell me... 78 00:05:30,789 --> 00:05:33,291 to go away. 79 00:05:33,416 --> 00:05:35,961 Don't ask. Tell me. 80 00:05:39,005 --> 00:05:41,132 Please. 81 00:05:48,265 --> 00:05:50,851 Oh, please don't hurt... 82 00:05:52,644 --> 00:05:55,188 You think that's gonna stop me? 83 00:05:56,523 --> 00:05:59,109 No. Please. 84 00:06:53,663 --> 00:06:55,665 Collaborator. 85 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:05,634 Want to know what's gonna happen? Just wait and See. 86 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:46,591 Okay, lady, we'll get a description of the perp out to the sector guys in the area. 87 00:07:46,716 --> 00:07:50,053 You see her again on the street, just call 911. 88 00:07:50,178 --> 00:07:52,180 If we happen to pick her up, 89 00:07:52,305 --> 00:07:55,058 you're gonna have to come into the station house to view a line-up. 90 00:07:55,183 --> 00:07:58,645 - That's it? - You're lucky she didn't cut your throat. 91 00:07:58,770 --> 00:08:01,523 ‘Paging Dr. Simpson.' 92 00:10:17,158 --> 00:10:19,285 Oh, my God. 93 00:11:16,176 --> 00:11:17,427 No. 94 00:11:27,353 --> 00:11:29,022 Oh, fuck! 95 00:11:40,325 --> 00:11:42,785 Yeah. 96 00:12:10,647 --> 00:12:13,733 One aspect of determinism is manifested in the fact 97 00:12:13,858 --> 00:12:18,571 that the unsaved don't recognize the sin in their lives. 98 00:12:18,696 --> 00:12:20,657 They're unconscious of it. 99 00:12:20,782 --> 00:12:25,370 They don't suffer pangs of conscience because they don't recognize evil exists. 100 00:12:25,495 --> 00:12:28,915 This is because they're all predestined to hell 101 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:32,835 and therefore never brought to the light of metanoia, 102 00:12:32,961 --> 00:12:34,796 or conversion, 103 00:12:34,921 --> 00:12:37,799 which is a work of grace only in a believer's life, 104 00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:42,011 so when considering the salvatory aspect of facing guilt, 105 00:12:42,136 --> 00:12:44,430 suffering is a good thing. 106 00:12:44,555 --> 00:12:46,391 We should all hope to feel guilty, to feel pain, 107 00:12:46,516 --> 00:12:50,228 so we can seek pardon and ultimately freedom. 108 00:12:50,353 --> 00:12:53,273 Guilt is a sign that God is working out your destiny 109 00:12:53,398 --> 00:12:57,735 and it's a foolish person who refuses to acknowledge this. 110 00:12:57,860 --> 00:13:01,281 Now in the text of the institutions, if you look on page 36... 111 00:13:01,406 --> 00:13:03,032 Kathleen? 112 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:06,619 If we look on page 36... 113 00:13:49,620 --> 00:13:51,998 ‘Dr Moreiro. Dr Moreiro, please. 114 00:13:52,123 --> 00:13:56,085 Hi, Kathy. I'm your attending physician. 115 00:13:56,210 --> 00:13:58,004 How do you feel? 116 00:13:59,130 --> 00:14:03,468 Well, the tests so far do not indicate anything serious, 117 00:14:03,593 --> 00:14:08,473 and the, uh... wound shows absolutely no infection. 118 00:14:08,598 --> 00:14:13,686 The AIDS Virus couldn't manifest itself so quickly, if you're curious about that. 119 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:19,108 What we really think is going on is that you probably have some chronic anemia 120 00:14:19,233 --> 00:14:23,154 which has been exacerbated by this traumatic event. 121 00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:26,699 We're just gonna keep you here for a few days. 122 00:14:26,824 --> 00:14:29,077 Build you up with fluids and iron. 123 00:14:29,202 --> 00:14:31,454 You should be on your way in no time. 124 00:14:31,579 --> 00:14:33,164 Any questions? 125 00:14:35,792 --> 00:14:40,922 And if you need help in the meantime, just ring for the nurse, okay? 126 00:16:43,127 --> 00:16:45,421 — Hi. — Oh, hi. 127 00:16:45,546 --> 00:16:47,006 Where have you been? 128 00:16:47,131 --> 00:16:49,425 In the infirmary. I haven't been feeling well. 129 00:16:49,550 --> 00:16:52,887 Oof! You're not kidding. You don't look so good. 130 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:55,806 Mm. Did they give you something for it? 131 00:16:55,932 --> 00:16:58,893 Medicine's just an extended metaphor for omnipotence. 132 00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:01,062 - They gave me antibiotics. - I hope you're taking ‘em. 133 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:02,980 Yeah, of course. 134 00:17:10,988 --> 00:17:14,867 - What are you looking at? - I don't know. 135 00:17:14,992 --> 00:17:17,245 I didn't mean to Stare. 136 00:17:27,755 --> 00:17:29,549 You alright? 137 00:17:29,674 --> 00:17:31,092 Yeah. 138 00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:36,889 Did you read the assignment for the Cassidy Seminar? 139 00:17:37,014 --> 00:17:39,392 Yeah, I did. You get through it? 140 00:17:39,517 --> 00:17:41,727 They're all liars. Let ‘em rot with cancer. 141 00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:44,730 We'll see what they have to say about free will. 142 00:17:49,193 --> 00:17:53,322 How can you eat and read that stuff at the Same time? 143 00:17:53,447 --> 00:17:55,408 What is with you? 144 00:18:01,330 --> 00:18:04,792 Ever question the sanity of bothering to do a dissertation on these idiots? 145 00:18:04,917 --> 00:18:08,963 Well, it's either this or an E.D.D. It's our only other option. 146 00:18:10,006 --> 00:18:12,508 - Have you seen the exhibit? - Uh-uh. 147 00:18:12,633 --> 00:18:15,052 - You wanna go? - Yeah, I'll meet you after class. 148 00:18:15,177 --> 00:18:16,470 Okay. 149 00:18:19,056 --> 00:18:22,893 ‘This is what the Germans did. Let there be no mistake about it. 150 00:18:23,019 --> 00:18:24,979 ‘Did deliberately and slowly, 151 00:18:25,104 --> 00:18:28,691 ‘to doctors, authors, lawyers, musicians, 152 00:18:28,816 --> 00:18:31,485 ‘to professional people of every kind... 153 00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:49,253 ‘I know clearly one half of the truth 154 00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:52,131 ‘and that is one half more than they recognize. 155 00:18:53,174 --> 00:18:56,218 ‘The old adage from Santayana, 156 00:18:56,344 --> 00:18:59,930 ‘that those who don't learn from history are doomed to repeat it, 157 00:19:00,056 --> 00:19:01,515 ‘is a lie. 158 00:19:01,641 --> 00:19:06,312 ‘There is no history. Everything we are is eternally with us. 159 00:19:08,022 --> 00:19:11,984 ‘Our question is, therefore, what can save us from our crazy insistence 160 00:19:12,109 --> 00:19:15,529 ‘of spreading the blight in ever-widening circles? 161 00:22:51,871 --> 00:22:55,541 "'Being and Nothingness", "Being and Time."' 162 00:22:57,293 --> 00:23:00,671 "Ideas", "Sickness unto Death." Kierkegaard. 163 00:23:00,796 --> 00:23:03,215 "Will to Power". Nietzsche. 164 00:23:03,340 --> 00:23:06,260 For next week, I want you to finish the first 120 pages 165 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:09,388 of Sartre's "Being And Nothingness". 166 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:11,765 Are there any questions? 167 00:23:11,891 --> 00:23:14,018 Okay, class dismissed. 168 00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:40,377 I heard you weren't feeling well. Are you alright now? 169 00:23:40,502 --> 00:23:42,463 Yes, thanks. 170 00:23:45,841 --> 00:23:49,303 - Do you still want to meet at seven? - Yes. 171 00:23:51,221 --> 00:23:53,849 You can bring whatever you've done so far. 172 00:23:53,974 --> 00:23:55,309 Okay. 173 00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:57,770 And maybe we can grab something to eat while we're at it. 174 00:23:57,895 --> 00:23:59,146 That's fine. 175 00:23:59,271 --> 00:24:01,649 - You sure you're up to it? - Yeah. 176 00:24:39,687 --> 00:24:44,566 ‘It makes no difference what I do, whether I draw blood or not. 177 00:24:46,402 --> 00:24:49,154 ‘It's the violence of my will against theirs. 178 00:25:19,309 --> 00:25:21,562 Is there something wrong? 179 00:25:21,687 --> 00:25:24,064 You haven't said a word all night long. 180 00:25:24,189 --> 00:25:26,191 Silence has two aspects, 181 00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:30,571 one according to Sartre, the other to Max Picard. 182 00:25:30,696 --> 00:25:34,908 - Why don't you guess why I'm quiet? - To amuse you? 183 00:25:35,034 --> 00:25:39,038 What is it? Did I say something to upset you? 184 00:25:39,163 --> 00:25:41,206 You're too egotistical, Professor. 185 00:25:41,331 --> 00:25:44,126 True, but what is it? What's wrong? 186 00:26:10,778 --> 00:26:15,199 Look, it's getting late. Uh... we ought to get to work. 187 00:26:17,034 --> 00:26:19,578 Some things are more important than others. 188 00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:23,665 Besides, aren't you the one who eschews speculative philosophy? 189 00:26:23,791 --> 00:26:26,293 I've come to terms with my existence, 190 00:26:26,418 --> 00:26:30,130 applying what I've learned to my own being. 191 00:26:31,548 --> 00:26:34,259 We'll get to the thesis in good time. 192 00:26:38,138 --> 00:26:40,933 Such sad music, isn't it? 193 00:26:44,228 --> 00:26:46,814 Oh, it's making me depressed. 194 00:26:49,066 --> 00:26:51,026 Let's go. 195 00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:58,200 Listen... 196 00:26:58,325 --> 00:27:00,828 - I think I'd better go home. - I don't. 197 00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:03,789 Please. Come on in. Come on in. 198 00:27:03,914 --> 00:27:06,458 It hasn't been the most enjoyable evening, you know. 199 00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:08,627 Shh, come on. 200 00:28:03,307 --> 00:28:05,809 So, do you want something to drink? 201 00:28:05,934 --> 00:28:09,146 - What do you got? - Anything you want. 202 00:28:19,907 --> 00:28:22,993 Hold on a minute. I got something. 203 00:29:50,998 --> 00:29:53,834 Dependency is a marvelous thing. 204 00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:58,922 It does more for the soul than any formulation of doctoral material. 205 00:29:59,047 --> 00:30:00,716 Indulge me. 206 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:08,724 Give me your arm. 207 00:30:33,290 --> 00:30:36,376 ♪ They tried to poison the fetus 208 00:30:36,501 --> 00:30:39,212 ♪ We gonna check it out like this 209 00:30:39,338 --> 00:30:42,382 - ♪ Aah! - ♪ All hell 210 00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:45,594 ♪ The high exalted 211 00:30:45,719 --> 00:30:50,140 ♪ Yo, my motherfucking name is Fredro Starr, know what I'm saying? 212 00:30:50,265 --> 00:30:54,102 ♪ I'm up here with my man Sonee the money, the motherfucking greasiest 213 00:30:54,227 --> 00:30:55,771 ♪ Get a life 214 00:30:55,896 --> 00:30:57,689 ♪ And my motherfucking nigga Sticky the fucking fingaz 215 00:30:57,814 --> 00:31:00,275 - ♪ Get a life! - ♪ You know what I'm saying? 216 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:01,693 — ♪ Yo Sonee - ♪ Get a life 217 00:31:01,818 --> 00:31:06,656 ♪ Step to your motherfucking business, nigga, word up 218 00:31:06,782 --> 00:31:10,077 ♪ I'm not the type to be flabbergasted but all my doubters mastered 219 00:31:10,202 --> 00:31:13,121 ♪ It ain't a matter bastard rule my hazard Niggaz get blasted 220 00:31:13,246 --> 00:31:15,874 ♪ Soon as I bring what I got in store for the new order 221 00:31:15,999 --> 00:31:18,794 ♪ Who want it? We got what you're looking for... 222 00:31:18,919 --> 00:31:22,547 I need some money and pussy, know what I'm saying? 223 00:31:22,672 --> 00:31:26,426 That bitch ain't worth shit. None of you bitches are worth shit. 224 00:31:26,551 --> 00:31:28,387 I'm trying to fuck anything tonight. 225 00:31:28,512 --> 00:31:31,973 What's up, girlfriend? Where you going, girlfriend? What's your name? 226 00:31:32,099 --> 00:31:33,100 What's your name? 227 00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:35,811 My name is Black. Know what I'm saying? 228 00:31:35,936 --> 00:31:39,356 You into jungle fever or what? Huh? 229 00:31:41,274 --> 00:31:43,735 - I tell you, I'll be seeing you, alright? - Alright. 230 00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:45,320 - I'll be Seeing you. - Alright. 231 00:31:45,445 --> 00:31:48,156 I'll be out here a lot, you know what I'm saying? 232 00:31:48,990 --> 00:31:50,867 ♪ You have the right to remain violent 233 00:31:50,992 --> 00:31:55,038 ♪ Anything you say can and will be used against you to kill 234 00:31:55,163 --> 00:31:57,791 ♪ I'm a tyrant striking like a Viking... ♪ 235 00:32:03,672 --> 00:32:06,716 ‘Oh, the stench here's worse than a charnel house. 236 00:32:06,842 --> 00:32:10,720 ‘This is a graveyard. Rows of crumbling tombstones. 237 00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:13,265 ‘Vicious, libelous epitaphs. 238 00:32:15,308 --> 00:32:17,936 ‘And we're all drawn here like flies. 239 00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:25,879 - How's it going? - Oh, take a look. 240 00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:27,631 Yeah, me too. 241 00:33:30,926 --> 00:33:34,638 - What's your major? - Anthropology. 242 00:33:34,763 --> 00:33:38,016 - Do you like it? - What else is there? 243 00:33:38,141 --> 00:33:40,977 Man is the measure of all things. 244 00:33:41,102 --> 00:33:42,771 Protagoras. 245 00:33:44,439 --> 00:33:45,857 Right? 246 00:33:47,275 --> 00:33:49,319 What are you studying? 247 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:52,197 Adversity's sweet milk, philosophy. 248 00:33:58,703 --> 00:34:00,705 Are you ever afraid to walk these streets? 249 00:34:00,830 --> 00:34:04,084 Yeah, always. But what choice do we have? 250 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:06,670 It's that or go to college in South Dakota. 251 00:34:06,795 --> 00:34:09,297 Hm. Or not go at all. That's a choice. 252 00:34:09,422 --> 00:34:11,925 Hm, not one that would make me happy. 253 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:14,719 I like it here, you know? 254 00:34:15,637 --> 00:34:18,181 - Do you live in the dorms? - Yeah. You? 255 00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:20,350 - My own apartment. - Oh. 256 00:34:20,475 --> 00:34:22,435 You want to come over? 257 00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:24,854 I'm going straight through till morning. We can have some coffee. 258 00:34:24,980 --> 00:34:26,147 Sure. 259 00:34:26,273 --> 00:34:30,151 - Wanna talk more about Feuerbach? - Sure. I'll come over. 260 00:34:35,490 --> 00:34:40,537 ‘Well, as I said before, the Muslims killed 1,250 people. 261 00:34:40,662 --> 00:34:45,125 ‘The Muslims hold the high ground on both sides... 262 00:34:45,250 --> 00:34:48,628 ‘Why don't you explain what's going on? 263 00:34:51,464 --> 00:34:57,053 ‘Gary, it's a little village that stretches from the Drina River. 264 00:34:57,178 --> 00:34:59,431 ‘It has a river running through it, 265 00:34:59,556 --> 00:35:01,224 ‘a little smaller river, 266 00:35:01,349 --> 00:35:04,269 ‘and it goes all the way back to a dam. 267 00:35:04,394 --> 00:35:08,857 ‘And this valley is the... 268 00:35:10,609 --> 00:35:12,110 '...this valley... 269 00:35:14,487 --> 00:35:16,865 '...has hills on both sides... 270 00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:21,620 ‘The Muslims hold the high ground. 271 00:35:21,745 --> 00:35:23,830 '...halfway demolished by the war, 272 00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:28,668 ‘then they go around and they try to identify every one of the bodies. 273 00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:31,630 ‘That's all they're doing here is identifying the bodies. 274 00:35:31,755 --> 00:35:37,427 ‘I was not able... obviously I couldn't believe the extent... 275 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,904 What the hell were you thinking? 276 00:35:56,738 --> 00:35:59,491 Why didn't you just tell me to go? 277 00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:04,621 Why didn't you say get lost, like you really meant it? 278 00:36:07,666 --> 00:36:10,585 I was afraid you'd hurt me. 279 00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:14,756 - Worse than I've done? - I don't even know what you've done. 280 00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:19,302 I don't even know what the hell this is. 281 00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:26,017 Am I gonna get sick now? 282 00:36:26,142 --> 00:36:28,061 No. 283 00:36:28,186 --> 00:36:30,021 No worse than you were before. 284 00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:32,941 What is that supposed to mean? 285 00:36:35,652 --> 00:36:38,113 How can you act so glibly? 286 00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:40,657 Look what you've done to me! 287 00:36:40,782 --> 00:36:42,951 How could you do this? 288 00:36:43,076 --> 00:36:46,121 Doesn't this affect you at all? 289 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,168 No. 290 00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,964 It was your decision. 291 00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:08,226 Your friend Feuerbach wrote 292 00:37:08,351 --> 00:37:13,106 that all men counting Stars are equivalent in every way to God. 293 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:16,359 My indifference is not the concern here. 294 00:37:16,484 --> 00:37:19,863 It's your astonishment that needs studying. 295 00:37:39,507 --> 00:37:42,010 Where were you? I was Calling you all last night. 296 00:37:42,135 --> 00:37:44,179 Uh... in the library. 297 00:37:44,304 --> 00:37:47,098 Oh. Maybe you should slow down, Kathleen. 298 00:37:47,223 --> 00:37:50,852 I don't know if you've seen what you look like lately, but... 299 00:37:50,977 --> 00:37:53,438 I never felt better in my whole life. 300 00:37:57,025 --> 00:38:00,236 I'm beginning to think maybe I should be worrying about you. 301 00:38:00,361 --> 00:38:02,238 Oh, man. 302 00:38:02,363 --> 00:38:04,616 Oh, fuck. 303 00:38:04,741 --> 00:38:07,660 - Kathy? - Man... 304 00:38:07,786 --> 00:38:09,579 - You alright? - Yeah, yeah. 305 00:38:09,704 --> 00:38:13,333 I just... I just remembered that I forgot something upstairs, okay? 306 00:38:13,458 --> 00:38:15,293 So, I'll, uh... I'll see you later. 307 00:38:15,418 --> 00:38:17,337 - I'll call you or something. - I'll wait here for you. 308 00:38:17,462 --> 00:38:19,088 Don't worry about it. It's... 309 00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:23,134 It's gonna take me some time. I'll see you, okay? 310 00:38:23,259 --> 00:38:24,677 Alright. 311 00:38:43,530 --> 00:38:45,865 Look at this big girl here. Big girl, huh? 312 00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:48,743 Alright? Alright? 313 00:39:09,264 --> 00:39:12,183 Shorty, what's up? We on tonight, huh? 314 00:39:12,308 --> 00:39:14,352 I'm gonna take you some place. 315 00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:19,983 — Hey, I'm off, man. Booty call, man. - Alright. 316 00:39:34,372 --> 00:39:37,208 Fuck you doing? Chill, shorty. Chill, shorty. 317 00:39:37,333 --> 00:39:39,460 - Tell me to leave you alone. - Fuck! 318 00:39:39,586 --> 00:39:42,005 Why don't you tell me to leave you alone? 319 00:39:42,130 --> 00:39:43,798 Why don't you tell me to leave you alone? 320 00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:45,383 Get the fuck off me, bitch! 321 00:39:45,508 --> 00:39:49,888 Why don't you tell me to leave you alone, huh? Huh? 322 00:39:50,013 --> 00:39:52,682 Tell me to go and I will leave you alone. 323 00:39:52,807 --> 00:39:56,102 Aargh! 324 00:39:56,227 --> 00:39:59,814 Tell me to go. Tell me to leave you alone. 325 00:40:17,916 --> 00:40:21,085 ♪ Fuck dat, ya better off dead 326 00:40:21,210 --> 00:40:23,713 ♪ Fuck dat, ya better off dead 327 00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,591 ♪ Cover me, I'm going in Move ‘em in, take ‘em out 328 00:40:26,716 --> 00:40:29,594 ♪ The time when niggaz seem to always fight a lost battle 329 00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:32,305 ♪ It's too late to pray I'm selling one-way tickets to hell... ♪ 330 00:40:38,853 --> 00:40:41,564 - Who is it? - Delivery. 331 00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:50,323 - Miss Conklin? - Yeah. 332 00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:55,119 Thanks. 333 00:40:55,244 --> 00:40:58,289 ♪ I want to get high 334 00:40:58,414 --> 00:41:01,125 ♪ So high 335 00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:04,087 ♪ I want to get high 336 00:41:04,212 --> 00:41:07,048 ♪ So high 337 00:41:07,173 --> 00:41:10,093 ♪ I want to get high 338 00:41:10,218 --> 00:41:13,054 ♪ So high 339 00:41:13,179 --> 00:41:16,057 ♪ I want to get high 340 00:41:16,182 --> 00:41:19,560 ♪ So high 341 00:41:19,686 --> 00:41:22,647 ♪ Well, that's the funk elastic The blunt I twist it 342 00:41:22,772 --> 00:41:26,025 ♪ The slammified, Buddhafied, funk on your discus 343 00:41:26,150 --> 00:41:28,987 ♪ Oh, what, you missed this? You got to bear witness 344 00:41:29,112 --> 00:41:31,906 ♪ Catch a ho and another ho Merry Christmas 345 00:41:32,031 --> 00:41:35,034 ♪ Yes, I smoke shit straight off the roach clip 346 00:41:35,159 --> 00:41:37,745 ♪ I roach it, fold the blunt at once to approach it 347 00:41:37,870 --> 00:41:40,665 ♪ Forward motion Make you sway like the ocean 348 00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:43,835 ♪ The herb is more than just a powerful potion 349 00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:47,547 ♪ What's the commotion? Yo, I'm not joking around 350 00:41:47,672 --> 00:41:49,757 ♪ People learning ‘bout what they're smoking 351 00:41:49,882 --> 00:41:52,719 ♪ My oven's on high when I roast the quail 352 00:41:52,844 --> 00:41:55,638 ♪ Tell Bill Clinton to go and inhale 353 00:41:55,763 --> 00:41:58,099 ♪ Exhale, now you felt the phunk of the Thai 354 00:41:58,224 --> 00:42:02,270 ♪ When I feel the effects I want to get high... ♪ 355 00:42:02,395 --> 00:42:04,605 - Oh, Jesus. - Come on. 356 00:42:04,731 --> 00:42:07,191 I need to talk to you, Jean. 357 00:42:08,276 --> 00:42:10,820 - Well, you're welcome for the flowers. - Come on. 358 00:42:10,945 --> 00:42:13,448 Come on, I want to talk to you, okay? 359 00:42:13,573 --> 00:42:16,367 - Alright. - Please. Let's talk. 360 00:42:19,996 --> 00:42:23,958 I met a guy. He's a vet. I spent a couple nights with him. 361 00:42:25,001 --> 00:42:27,086 Since when do you smoke? 362 00:42:27,879 --> 00:42:32,050 You know what he does all day? He kills cows. 363 00:42:32,175 --> 00:42:34,469 He works in the slaughterhouse in blood up to his ankles. 364 00:42:34,594 --> 00:42:35,803 I asked him how come. 365 00:42:35,928 --> 00:42:38,848 He says a career after four years of preparation at Princeton 366 00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:42,518 couldn't compete with what they taught him in Southeast Asia. 367 00:42:42,643 --> 00:42:44,604 At night, he just rides around in his meat truck. 368 00:42:44,729 --> 00:42:48,816 He picks up hitchhikers. Takes them wherever they want to go. 369 00:42:51,110 --> 00:42:53,362 You're halfway through your dissertation. 370 00:42:53,488 --> 00:42:56,574 You don't go to class, you don't study, you don't conference. 371 00:42:56,699 --> 00:42:59,327 I don't know what the hell you're doing. 372 00:42:59,452 --> 00:43:01,037 Every philosopher had a predecessor, 373 00:43:01,162 --> 00:43:04,248 without whom his System of philosophy could have never developed. 374 00:43:04,373 --> 00:43:07,251 The Same could be said for all of us, but you See, it's all failed, 375 00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:09,879 because our predecessor doesn't have a name. 376 00:43:10,004 --> 00:43:13,299 Our predecessor to what? I don't know what you're talking about. 377 00:43:13,424 --> 00:43:16,886 Guilt doesn't pass with time, Jean. It's eternal. 378 00:43:18,221 --> 00:43:19,430 Yeah? 379 00:43:20,932 --> 00:43:24,060 The appetite's insatiable. That's what I've learned in the last couple of weeks. 380 00:43:24,185 --> 00:43:26,270 You're not gonna try to deny that, are you? 381 00:43:26,395 --> 00:43:27,855 At least show me you've learned that much. 382 00:43:27,980 --> 00:43:30,691 Show you what? You want an apology for ethical relativism or something? 383 00:43:30,817 --> 00:43:35,571 No. Prove there's no evil and you can go. 384 00:43:35,696 --> 00:43:37,824 What do you mean, I can go? 385 00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:41,327 The mirrors in my house, I had to cover them up. Why do you think that is? 386 00:43:41,452 --> 00:43:44,372 What is it in my face that I don't want to look at? 387 00:43:44,497 --> 00:43:46,332 Kathy, you're Starting to scare me now, you know that? 388 00:43:46,457 --> 00:43:49,418 See, it's these eyes. It's the eyes. 389 00:43:49,544 --> 00:43:52,255 Eventually, everyone does the Same. 390 00:43:53,256 --> 00:43:57,343 Kathy, you want my advice? You should get to the infirmary. 391 00:43:57,468 --> 00:44:00,930 You think hell shuts down after a couple of years? 392 00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:03,975 You think what you've done isn't floating around somewhere in space? 393 00:44:04,100 --> 00:44:07,478 What makes you think you've been forgiven for lying to your mother as a child, huh? 394 00:44:07,603 --> 00:44:09,814 Or for having slept with married men in adultery, 395 00:44:09,939 --> 00:44:12,441 or paying taxes that turn Central America into a mud puddle, huh? 396 00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:13,776 - Well, I... — Come here. 397 00:44:13,901 --> 00:44:15,695 I wanna take you to the girls‘ room, alright? Come here. 398 00:44:15,820 --> 00:44:18,906 I wanna show you something. Come here. What are you afraid of? 399 00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:23,369 You wanna see something? 400 00:44:29,458 --> 00:44:32,086 No. Jesus. 401 00:44:32,211 --> 00:44:34,797 I'm rotting inside. 402 00:44:34,922 --> 00:44:37,425 But I'm not dying. 403 00:44:37,550 --> 00:44:40,344 I could go on like this forever. 404 00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:41,762 Kathy... 405 00:44:41,888 --> 00:44:45,308 No, come on. We're all called in for the debt. 406 00:44:45,433 --> 00:44:48,186 Most of us go for plastic surgery to hide the blemishes. 407 00:44:48,311 --> 00:44:50,938 But you can't out where the disease originates. 408 00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:56,402 I don't even know who I'm talking to. Kathy, you gotta get some help. 409 00:44:57,361 --> 00:44:59,780 You know, this obtuseness, it's disheartening, 410 00:44:59,906 --> 00:45:03,284 especially in a doctoral candidate. You ought to know better. 411 00:45:03,409 --> 00:45:06,913 I... I ought to know what better? You're acting like a lunatic! 412 00:45:07,038 --> 00:45:11,709 Sure, it's easy to spot in people like me. The Cancer's grown obvious. 413 00:45:11,834 --> 00:45:15,004 But you're as terminal as I am. You know that? 414 00:45:17,381 --> 00:45:21,219 You're as addicted as I am. It's the nature of the organism. 415 00:45:21,344 --> 00:45:23,512 Is that what this is about? 416 00:45:23,638 --> 00:45:25,723 Yeah, that's it. 417 00:45:29,268 --> 00:45:31,270 Now look me in the face. 418 00:45:31,395 --> 00:45:33,522 Tell me to go. 419 00:45:35,149 --> 00:45:38,236 Look sin in the face and tell it to go. 420 00:45:38,361 --> 00:45:39,654 Kathy... 421 00:45:40,905 --> 00:45:42,698 Please. 422 00:45:42,823 --> 00:45:44,867 - That's what it does to you. - Ow. 423 00:45:44,992 --> 00:45:46,953 You look me in the face and you tell me to go. 424 00:45:47,078 --> 00:45:48,913 - You're hurting me. - Are you kidding me? 425 00:45:49,038 --> 00:45:51,374 - I'll crush you like cardboard. - Kathy, what do you want from me? 426 00:45:51,499 --> 00:45:53,876 Look me in the face. Tell me to go, like you mean it. 427 00:45:54,001 --> 00:45:56,087 - Kathy, please. - Say it with authority now. 428 00:45:56,212 --> 00:45:57,630 - Let go! - Say it with authority. 429 00:45:57,755 --> 00:45:59,215 Let go! 430 00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:02,843 How you gonna see yourself after tonight? 431 00:46:02,969 --> 00:46:04,428 Please stop it. 432 00:46:04,553 --> 00:46:08,307 Please stop it. Please let go of me, Kathy. 433 00:46:08,432 --> 00:46:09,892 Kathy! 434 00:47:21,380 --> 00:47:24,008 I know, but you can't really be that way with people, 435 00:47:24,133 --> 00:47:26,344 because if you say that to me 436 00:47:26,469 --> 00:47:29,555 then I can't do anything but take it badly. 437 00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:31,223 Of course, of course. 438 00:47:31,349 --> 00:47:33,976 But I'm not even enjoying reading the proofs. 439 00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,812 Even if it gets published, I hate it. 440 00:47:36,937 --> 00:47:39,523 It's all wrong, man. It's all wrong. 441 00:47:41,150 --> 00:47:43,235 And then to bump into... 442 00:47:45,029 --> 00:47:46,530 Hmm... 443 00:47:48,074 --> 00:47:50,993 Why don't you just tell me to leave you alone? 444 00:47:51,118 --> 00:47:53,371 Like you mean it? 445 00:47:53,496 --> 00:47:54,914 Harder. 446 00:47:56,123 --> 00:47:58,459 You want to go someplace dark? 447 00:48:17,019 --> 00:48:21,482 Hm. Your breath smells like shit. You know that? 448 00:48:22,691 --> 00:48:26,112 You know how long I've been fasting? 40 years. 449 00:48:26,237 --> 00:48:30,616 The last time I shot up, I had a dozen and a half in one night. 450 00:48:30,741 --> 00:48:33,994 They fall like flies before the hunger, don't they? 451 00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:36,205 You can never get enough, can you? 452 00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:42,169 But you learn to control it. You learn like the Tibetans to survive on a little. 453 00:48:43,462 --> 00:48:44,839 Here. 454 00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:55,391 So, what you been doing, then? What do you have inside? 455 00:48:55,516 --> 00:48:57,601 Any kids? 456 00:48:57,726 --> 00:48:59,854 A lot of... Any children? 457 00:49:00,980 --> 00:49:05,443 The first one's the hardest, isn't it? After that, they're like all the rest. 458 00:49:08,737 --> 00:49:11,907 Well... here we are. 459 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:19,790 Come in. 460 00:49:30,593 --> 00:49:32,553 The entire world's a graveyard, 461 00:49:32,678 --> 00:49:37,349 and we the birds of prey picking at the bones, that's all we are. 462 00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:43,063 We're the ones who let the dying know the hour has come. 463 00:49:44,398 --> 00:49:46,025 Yes... 464 00:49:46,150 --> 00:49:47,902 Sit. 465 00:49:50,029 --> 00:49:52,948 You think Nietzsche understood something? 466 00:49:53,073 --> 00:49:58,120 Mankind has striven to exist beyond good and evil. 467 00:49:58,245 --> 00:50:00,122 From the beginning. 468 00:50:04,293 --> 00:50:06,295 You know what they found? 469 00:50:06,420 --> 00:50:08,047 Me. 470 00:50:08,172 --> 00:50:10,466 - You want tea? - No. 471 00:50:10,591 --> 00:50:13,052 Maybe later, huh? 472 00:50:13,177 --> 00:50:16,514 - How can you drink it? - A lot of people drink tea. 473 00:50:16,639 --> 00:50:19,934 - I mean people like us. - I'm not like you. You're nothing. 474 00:50:20,059 --> 00:50:23,729 That's something you ought not to forget. You're not a person. 475 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,564 You're nothing. 476 00:50:31,278 --> 00:50:33,739 Have you read "Naked Lunch"? 477 00:50:35,699 --> 00:50:40,412 Burroughs perfectly describes what it's like to go without a fix. 478 00:50:48,128 --> 00:50:49,547 Who are you? 479 00:50:50,464 --> 00:50:53,092 My name's Peina. 480 00:50:53,217 --> 00:50:58,013 - What do you want from me? - No. What do you want from me? 481 00:50:58,138 --> 00:51:01,892 You came after me, you took my hand, you tried to force me into some alley. 482 00:51:02,017 --> 00:51:04,311 Isn't that how it went? You think you understand things. 483 00:51:04,436 --> 00:51:07,773 You know nothing. You understand nothing! 484 00:51:07,898 --> 00:51:10,734 I'll show you what you are. 485 00:51:12,653 --> 00:51:14,697 Teach you what hunger is. 486 00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:21,161 You thought the first time was difficult? 487 00:51:21,287 --> 00:51:22,830 Relax. 488 00:51:22,955 --> 00:51:25,332 It's a long time till sunrise. 489 00:51:48,939 --> 00:51:51,692 You can't eat. You can't sleep. 490 00:51:51,817 --> 00:51:55,154 You can't even go out to satisfy the urge during the day. 491 00:51:55,279 --> 00:51:58,073 You're a slave to what you are and you're nothing. 492 00:51:58,198 --> 00:52:01,660 I defecate. When's the last time you did that? 493 00:52:01,785 --> 00:52:05,122 I'm almost human. I eat, I sleep, I have a job. 494 00:52:05,247 --> 00:52:07,333 I can diet. It took a long time. 495 00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:10,169 You think you know what we are. 496 00:52:10,294 --> 00:52:13,964 The point is to blend in, not to stand out like a sore thumb. 497 00:52:14,089 --> 00:52:17,134 It's... it's quality of existence. 498 00:52:18,636 --> 00:52:21,805 My habit is controlled by my will. 499 00:52:21,930 --> 00:52:25,225 True, my will initially formed by my addiction, 500 00:52:25,351 --> 00:52:30,481 but now strong enough to dictate the conditions 501 00:52:30,606 --> 00:52:32,941 of fulfilling my needs. 502 00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:36,654 Is that abstract? 503 00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:42,576 Whatever good is in you, I will use for my sustenance, 504 00:52:42,701 --> 00:52:47,665 and for you it'll feel as though you haven't eaten in weeks. 505 00:52:50,668 --> 00:52:54,004 Demons suffer in hell. 506 00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:46,974 Oh! 507 00:54:26,013 --> 00:54:28,056 You can't kill what's dead. 508 00:54:28,182 --> 00:54:30,350 Oh...! What? 509 00:54:32,019 --> 00:54:35,230 Eternity's a long time. Get used to it. 510 00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:40,861 Please help... help me. 511 00:54:40,986 --> 00:54:43,906 What are you worried about? You're not gonna die. 512 00:54:44,031 --> 00:54:46,033 Pain... 513 00:54:46,158 --> 00:54:48,452 Pain's something else, pain is something we all know, 514 00:54:48,577 --> 00:54:51,622 but it takes a special person to see pain. 515 00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:55,250 Something about it. 516 00:54:58,921 --> 00:55:02,591 - Please help me. - I'm not that person. Believe me. 517 00:55:04,092 --> 00:55:06,345 What... what's gonna happen to me? 518 00:55:06,470 --> 00:55:08,764 Read the books, Sartre, Beckett. 519 00:55:10,557 --> 00:55:13,769 Who do you think they're talking about? You think they're works of fiction? 520 00:55:13,894 --> 00:55:18,106 "I felt the wind of the wings of madness." Baudelaire. 521 00:55:18,232 --> 00:55:19,900 I'll be back late. 522 00:55:20,025 --> 00:55:22,277 But what...? 523 00:55:22,402 --> 00:55:27,115 And be honest. You were not trying to end it all just now. 524 00:55:27,241 --> 00:55:29,743 You were just trying to see if I had left you anything you could eat, 525 00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:31,912 anything for a fix. 526 00:56:07,823 --> 00:56:10,367 Please, help. 527 00:56:10,492 --> 00:56:12,327 Please. 528 00:56:15,831 --> 00:56:18,041 Please. Please. 529 00:56:18,834 --> 00:56:21,545 Come on! Please! 530 00:56:21,670 --> 00:56:23,714 Help me. Please. 531 00:56:26,258 --> 00:56:27,593 Please. 532 00:56:54,202 --> 00:56:55,621 Fuck. 533 00:57:13,096 --> 00:57:15,265 Hey, lady. 534 00:57:15,390 --> 00:57:17,559 You alright? 535 00:57:17,684 --> 00:57:19,019 You Okay? 536 00:57:19,144 --> 00:57:23,315 Come on. Let me get you off the street. You alright, huh? 537 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:25,359 Come on. I'll help you. Come on. 538 00:57:25,484 --> 00:57:28,278 - I'm so... - Let me get you up. 539 00:57:28,403 --> 00:57:30,948 Come on. The St Francis is right over here... 540 00:57:48,382 --> 00:57:50,342 What are you doing? 541 00:57:52,761 --> 00:57:55,389 ‘I finally understand what all this is. 542 00:57:55,514 --> 00:57:57,933 ‘How it was all possible. 543 00:57:58,058 --> 00:58:01,812 ‘Now I see. Good Lord, how we must look from out there. 544 00:58:03,230 --> 00:58:05,399 ‘Our addiction is evil. 545 00:58:05,524 --> 00:58:09,778 ‘The propensity for this evil lies in our weakness before it. 546 00:58:09,903 --> 00:58:14,533 ‘Kierkegaard was right. There is an awful precipice before us. 547 00:58:14,658 --> 00:58:16,827 ‘But he was wrong about the leap. 548 00:58:16,952 --> 00:58:21,289 ‘There's a difference between jumping and being pushed. 549 00:58:22,416 --> 00:58:26,044 ‘You reach a point where you are forced to face your own needs, 550 00:58:26,169 --> 00:58:31,216 ‘and the fact you can't terminate the situation settles on you with full force. 551 00:58:32,426 --> 00:58:35,470 ‘It's not "cogito ergo sum", 552 00:58:35,595 --> 00:58:40,350 ‘but “dedita ergo sum, pecco ergo sum“ . 553 00:58:52,863 --> 00:58:55,782 ‘In the intrusion of values... 554 00:58:55,907 --> 00:58:58,076 Philosophy is propaganda. 555 00:58:58,201 --> 00:59:03,081 There is always an attempt to influence the object, to change its view of things. 556 00:59:03,206 --> 00:59:08,420 The real question is what is the philosopher's impact on other egos, 557 00:59:08,545 --> 00:59:10,672 transcendent or otherwise. 558 00:59:10,797 --> 00:59:14,009 Does that lie within the grammar of your thesis? 559 00:59:14,134 --> 00:59:17,971 If we eliminate the verb, we eliminate meaning. 560 00:59:18,096 --> 00:59:21,767 The predicate defines the noun's role in being. 561 00:59:21,892 --> 00:59:25,645 That's why my analysis insisted on a discernible didacticism 562 00:59:25,771 --> 00:59:27,773 in the works of the philosopher. 563 00:59:27,898 --> 00:59:31,610 It belies his transcendence, his independence. 564 00:59:31,735 --> 00:59:33,779 And the result? 565 00:59:33,904 --> 00:59:36,323 Essence is revealed through praxis. 566 00:59:37,532 --> 00:59:41,453 The philosopher’s words, his ideas, his actions, 567 00:59:41,578 --> 00:59:45,123 cannot be separated from his value, his meaning. 568 00:59:46,249 --> 00:59:49,211 That's what it's all about, isn't it? 569 00:59:49,336 --> 00:59:52,047 Our impact on other egos. 570 00:59:52,172 --> 00:59:54,800 So it's where I got my primary degree. 571 00:59:54,925 --> 00:59:57,552 Oh, right. That's so interesting. 572 01:00:07,813 --> 01:00:09,981 - Dean? - What? Oh, congratulations. 573 01:00:10,107 --> 01:00:13,151 - Thank you. - Doctor. All the best. 574 01:00:13,276 --> 01:00:15,654 I'd like to invite you, faculty and friends, 575 01:00:15,779 --> 01:00:17,906 to a small get-together I'm having after the reception. 576 01:00:18,031 --> 01:00:20,200 - Okay, I will be honored. - Yes? 577 01:00:20,325 --> 01:00:22,828 - And I will be there. You can bet it. - Please be there. 578 01:00:22,953 --> 01:00:24,454 - I will. - Thank you. 579 01:00:26,706 --> 01:00:28,291 - Nine? - Mm-hm. 580 01:00:28,416 --> 01:00:29,668 - Okay- - Okay- 581 01:00:29,793 --> 01:00:31,795 I'll see you there. 582 01:00:44,432 --> 01:00:47,227 ‘There's a dual nature to the addiction. 583 01:00:47,352 --> 01:00:51,523 ‘It satisfies the hunger which evil engenders. 584 01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:53,441 ‘But it also dulls our perception 585 01:00:53,567 --> 01:00:57,320 ‘so we are helped to forget how ill we really are. 586 01:00:57,445 --> 01:01:01,992 ‘We drink to escape the fact we're alcoholics. 587 01:01:02,117 --> 01:01:05,453 ‘Existence is the search for relief from our habit, 588 01:01:05,579 --> 01:01:09,374 ‘and our habit is the only relief we can find. 589 01:01:12,460 --> 01:01:16,256 Good evening, sister. How are you today? 590 01:01:16,381 --> 01:01:19,217 Hear the good news. God loves you. 591 01:01:19,342 --> 01:01:21,428 God loves you. 592 01:01:25,599 --> 01:01:29,186 Hear the word of God, brother. We give free lunches at our center every day. 593 01:01:29,311 --> 01:01:31,479 It's on 35th Street. The address is there. 594 01:01:31,605 --> 01:01:33,398 God loves you. 595 01:01:33,523 --> 01:01:36,401 - Please come inside. - No, I can't. Thank you. 596 01:01:36,526 --> 01:01:38,320 Please. 597 01:01:38,445 --> 01:01:41,615 I can't. I... I appreciate the offer. Maybe another time. 598 01:01:41,740 --> 01:01:43,617 God bless you. 599 01:01:43,742 --> 01:01:46,786 Hear the word of God, the good news. 600 01:01:46,912 --> 01:01:49,080 God loves you, brother. 601 01:01:49,206 --> 01:01:51,708 Like him? Why? 602 01:01:53,210 --> 01:01:55,754 Why not? Huh? And fucking why not? 603 01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:59,382 No! I will not! I... 604 01:01:59,507 --> 01:02:02,219 I will not submit. I will not! 605 01:02:02,344 --> 01:02:04,679 I will not submit! 606 01:02:04,804 --> 01:02:07,015 No! No! 607 01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:10,101 No! God! 608 01:02:12,270 --> 01:02:14,981 No! No! 609 01:02:26,910 --> 01:02:28,954 No. No! 610 01:02:31,915 --> 01:02:33,833 I will not! 611 01:02:33,959 --> 01:02:36,211 No, I will not. 612 01:02:36,336 --> 01:02:39,005 I will not. I will not. 613 01:02:39,130 --> 01:02:41,174 I will not submit. 614 01:02:42,759 --> 01:02:44,177 I will not! 615 01:02:53,812 --> 01:02:57,274 If you don't like this, there's stuff on the floor over there. 616 01:03:15,041 --> 01:03:18,586 - Have you seen Kathy? - Not all night. 617 01:03:18,712 --> 01:03:20,130 Okay. 618 01:03:30,598 --> 01:03:32,017 Kathy? 619 01:03:40,525 --> 01:03:44,738 You get me a woman. You make sure I fit into her things. Now! 620 01:03:58,335 --> 01:04:00,795 - Hi. How are you? Um... - Hi. 621 01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:03,381 Oh. 622 01:04:03,506 --> 01:04:06,384 Yeah, okay, great. Thanks. 623 01:04:08,762 --> 01:04:10,096 Yeah. 624 01:04:22,692 --> 01:04:24,110 Jean. 625 01:04:50,011 --> 01:04:54,099 Everybody, I would like to thank you all for coming here tonight 626 01:04:54,224 --> 01:04:57,602 to help me celebrate the conferral of my degree. 627 01:04:57,727 --> 01:05:00,522 I would like to acknowledge a sincere debt of gratitude 628 01:05:00,647 --> 01:05:02,690 to the faculty and to the school. 629 01:05:02,816 --> 01:05:04,067 Alright! 630 01:05:04,192 --> 01:05:08,488 And I'd like to share a little bit of what I've learned 631 01:05:08,613 --> 01:05:11,324 through these long hard years of study. 632 01:05:11,449 --> 01:05:14,411 Yeah, alright! Whoo! 633 01:05:14,536 --> 01:05:17,455 To the doctor! The doctor! 634 01:06:09,632 --> 01:06:11,509 Hey. Come on. 635 01:06:11,634 --> 01:06:13,511 ’- 636 01:10:47,577 --> 01:10:50,580 Glass of water... 637 01:10:50,705 --> 01:10:52,832 Somebody call 911. 638 01:10:56,586 --> 01:11:00,548 - Anybody call 911? - Oh, God. Oh. God. 639 01:11:49,263 --> 01:11:51,891 Try to get some rest. 640 01:11:52,016 --> 01:11:54,811 You're gonna be alright. 641 01:11:58,940 --> 01:12:00,399 Please. 642 01:12:00,525 --> 01:12:04,028 Let me... die. Please. 643 01:12:05,988 --> 01:12:08,825 No, nobody's gonna let you die. 644 01:12:14,831 --> 01:12:18,000 ♪ Pick it up, one, two, three 645 01:12:18,125 --> 01:12:21,295 ♪ One, two, three, one, two, three 646 01:12:21,420 --> 01:12:24,507 ♪ Pick it up, one, two, three 647 01:12:24,632 --> 01:12:26,509 ♪ My dear lady... 648 01:12:26,634 --> 01:12:30,555 Would you please go and find somebody to stop the racket? 649 01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:33,850 ♪ One, two, three, one, two, three 650 01:12:33,975 --> 01:12:37,353 ♪ Pick it up, one, two, three 651 01:12:37,478 --> 01:12:40,106 ♪ My dear lady... ♪ 652 01:12:54,871 --> 01:12:56,956 What? 653 01:12:57,081 --> 01:13:00,251 - The blinds. - The blinds? 654 01:13:00,376 --> 01:13:04,422 Oh, you want me to open them? Are you sure? 655 01:13:13,764 --> 01:13:15,182 Okay. 656 01:14:13,532 --> 01:14:15,910 The seventh circle, huh? 657 01:14:20,164 --> 01:14:22,583 Dante described it perfectly. 658 01:14:25,419 --> 01:14:28,047 Bleeding trees waiting for judgment day, 659 01:14:28,172 --> 01:14:32,468 when we can all hang ourselves from our own branches. 660 01:14:32,593 --> 01:14:34,887 It's not that easy. 661 01:14:37,098 --> 01:14:38,724 Doctor. 662 01:14:44,814 --> 01:14:49,485 To find rest... takes a real genius. 663 01:14:53,030 --> 01:14:55,616 It's all a matter of discernment. 664 01:14:57,952 --> 01:15:01,163 Now, R.C. Sproul said we're not sinners because we sin, 665 01:15:01,288 --> 01:15:05,543 but we sin because we are sinners. 666 01:15:08,671 --> 01:15:10,548 In more accessible terms... 667 01:15:12,925 --> 01:15:16,887 ...we're not evil because of the evil we do... 668 01:15:18,055 --> 01:15:21,559 ...but we do evil because we are evil. 669 01:15:22,977 --> 01:15:24,395 Yeah. 670 01:15:26,230 --> 01:15:29,233 And what choices do such people have? 671 01:15:30,526 --> 01:15:33,154 It's not like we have any options. 672 01:16:04,310 --> 01:16:07,146 Morning, Doctor. How are you? Nice to see you. 673 01:16:07,271 --> 01:16:09,565 I haven't seen you lately. How have you been? Okay? 674 01:16:09,690 --> 01:16:11,901 Good to see you, right, right. 675 01:16:27,333 --> 01:16:29,335 Good morning. 676 01:16:31,879 --> 01:16:33,881 How do you feel? 677 01:16:34,840 --> 01:16:36,967 Can I get you something? 678 01:16:49,063 --> 01:16:53,192 I want... to make a confession. 679 01:16:54,985 --> 01:16:56,987 Are you a Catholic? 680 01:17:02,952 --> 01:17:06,288 I was... was baptized. 681 01:17:08,332 --> 01:17:11,210 What would you like to confess? 682 01:17:20,594 --> 01:17:22,012 God... 683 01:17:26,684 --> 01:17:28,686 ...forgive me. 684 01:17:34,900 --> 01:17:38,154 Almighty God, have mercy on you. 685 01:17:38,279 --> 01:17:42,825 Forgive you all your sins through our Lord Jesus Christ. 686 01:17:42,950 --> 01:17:45,369 Strengthen you in all goodness, 687 01:17:46,620 --> 01:17:52,293 and by the power of the Holy Spirit keep you in eternal life. 688 01:18:01,719 --> 01:18:03,721 The body of Christ. 689 01:18:13,939 --> 01:18:15,816 'Amen.' 690 01:18:51,477 --> 01:18:54,605 ‘To face what we are in the end, 691 01:18:56,232 --> 01:19:01,987 ‘we stand before the light, and our true nature is revealed. 692 01:19:02,112 --> 01:19:06,283 ‘Self-revelation is annihilation of self. 693 01:19:35,354 --> 01:19:38,565 ♪ You thought you had another nigga going on the run but here I come 694 01:19:38,691 --> 01:19:40,901 ♪ Standing on the corner smoking cheebas 695 01:19:41,026 --> 01:19:43,946 ♪ With my niggas with their cellulars and fevers 696 01:19:44,071 --> 01:19:46,782 ♪ Selling dope, I cracked another coke 697 01:19:46,907 --> 01:19:49,827 ♪ And niggas pulled up in a black superstroke 698 01:19:49,952 --> 01:19:52,705 ♪ They jumped up and said nigger was to gain 699 01:19:52,830 --> 01:19:55,749 ♪ I stepped to the bar Said Schooly D's the name 700 01:19:55,874 --> 01:19:58,544 ♪ I reached for my shit only when I has to 701 01:19:58,669 --> 01:20:01,588 ♪ But damn, the nigga was just a bit faster 702 01:20:01,714 --> 01:20:04,383 ♪ Gripped on the stick He stuck it in my gut 703 01:20:04,508 --> 01:20:07,136 ♪ Last thing that I heard was the but, but, but 704 01:20:07,261 --> 01:20:10,472 ♪ Last thing that I saw was the smoke from the trigger 705 01:20:10,597 --> 01:20:13,517 ♪ Going to the grave being just another nigga 706 01:20:13,642 --> 01:20:16,437 ♪ No, because I'm just too damn evil 707 01:20:16,562 --> 01:20:19,481 ♪ I'm on another level I'm just like a black devil 708 01:20:19,606 --> 01:20:22,401 ♪ So when you come to kill me bring your whole army 709 01:20:22,526 --> 01:20:25,362 ♪ ‘Cause when you're bullshittin', you're never gonna hold me 710 01:20:25,487 --> 01:20:28,240 ♪ Rising from the gutter just like a black noose 711 01:20:28,365 --> 01:20:31,535 ♪ Baby, shh, niggas, can't you hear? 712 01:20:31,660 --> 01:20:34,330 ♪ Damn, I'm gonna be here for ever, ever 713 01:20:34,455 --> 01:20:37,249 ♪ Gonna be the S.C.H.O.O.L.Y.D 714 01:20:38,500 --> 01:20:41,378 ♪ Niggas, can't you see? 715 01:20:41,503 --> 01:20:43,172 ♪ Damn 716 01:20:43,297 --> 01:20:46,133 ♪ Forever is a long time 717 01:20:46,258 --> 01:20:49,011 ♪ Forever is a long time 718 01:20:49,136 --> 01:20:52,056 ♪ Forever is a long time 719 01:20:52,181 --> 01:20:54,558 ♪ Forever is a long time 720 01:21:01,148 --> 01:21:04,109 ♪ Forever is a long time 721 01:21:04,234 --> 01:21:06,862 ♪ Forever is a long time 722 01:21:06,987 --> 01:21:09,823 ♪ Forever is a long time 723 01:21:09,948 --> 01:21:12,785 ♪ Forever is a long time 724 01:21:18,874 --> 01:21:21,668 ♪ Forever is a long time 725 01:21:21,794 --> 01:21:24,797 ♪ Forever is a long time 726 01:21:24,922 --> 01:21:27,674 ♪ Forever is a long time 727 01:21:27,800 --> 01:21:31,011 ♪ Forever is a long time 728 01:21:42,731 --> 01:21:45,359 ♪ Forever is a long time 729 01:21:45,484 --> 01:21:48,445 ♪ Forever is a long time 730 01:21:48,570 --> 01:21:51,323 ♪ Forever is a long time 731 01:21:51,448 --> 01:21:53,784 ♪ Forever is a long time 732 01:22:03,168 --> 01:22:06,004 ♪ Forever is a long time 733 01:22:06,130 --> 01:22:09,049 ♪ Forever is a long time 734 01:22:09,174 --> 01:22:12,219 ♪ Forever is a long time... ♪56814

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