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Fuck sake.
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Look, if things are shitty,
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they kind of have
to get better, right?
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Like, bounce back.
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Once you hit bottom,
there's only up to go,
that sort of thing.
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You know, like physics.
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I don't think it works like that
in this case.
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I'm pretty sure things
can get worse.
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Yeah, maybe physics doesn't apply for emotional well-being,
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but you get what I mean.
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Mm, I don't think so.
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I feel like things can actually
get worse once they're worse
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and then they continue
to get worse
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until it's not funny anymore
and then they get
a little better
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and then they get worse again,
and then you die.
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So, uh, Laura... you okay?
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Yeah, just everyone
keeps asking what I'm doing next
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and it's like, I don't know.
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So, yeah, that's fun.
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Well, hey, at least
you're done with that job
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and taking some time off,
starting fresh.
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That's great!
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Yeah, there's that.
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It's going to be okay.
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I don't know.
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It's gonna be alright.
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It's not like anybody
chooses to move to Los Angeles
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because they were pumped
on their lives beforehand.
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I was born there
so I guess I can't really say.
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Best case scenario,
they get the idea like myself
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that maybe they can
make some change
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through art or some shit.
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So, I take it
you're pretty happy
with things these days.
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Super fucking pumped.
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You're just a radiant
bundle of sunshine,
aren't you, Michael?
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Everything's bad all the time.
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Oh, yeah, you're so edgy.
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Come on.
Let's get the fuck out of here.
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This is my room.
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You have roommates, right?
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Yes, of course I have roommates.
It's San Francisco.
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Nobody's rich enough
not to have roommates.
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It's nice, right?
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Yeah, it's like... I mean,
I take it works really well.
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Yeah, well, it's fun.
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-Yeah, it's fun.
-Is it?
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Yeah, it's just...
it takes some time.
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Like all of it.
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Yeah, your early 20's, right?
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Yeah, hopefully
I'll at least have some stories.
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-Where's Neha?
-Oh, fuck! That's right.
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She's like picking up a friend
or a friend of a friend
or something.
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I don't know, but I think
she's bringing people.
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-People?
-Guys.
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-Couple of guys.
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All right, let's get drunk.
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Yeah.
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That doesn't even
sound fun, Frank.
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Yeah, that's 'cause it wasn't.
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Then why?
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I don't know.
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Sometimes things
just sound like a good idea
when you're drinking.
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But really, your ex?
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That is the cliché.
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It's like you could be
a little more original
with your fuck-ups, dude.
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-I could.
- That is pretty bad.
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You know guys,
as much as I appreciate
the concern, I don't.
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And either way,
she didn't answer
and I didn't leave a voice mail,
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so we chillin'
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Yeah, totally chillin'.
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Yeah, totally chillin'
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-I'm going to tell your mother
that you're being rude.
-You are my mother, Neha,
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and I'm sorry for talking back.
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No, I'm not. Fuck you.
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You little bitch!
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Neha!
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Ro!
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-Friends!
- Ro!
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Ro?
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Yeah, so this is
Frank and Michael.
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Hi, Frank. Hi, Michael.
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-Whoa! There's your door.
-Windy out!
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I'm Frank, that's Michael.
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I'm Michael and that's Frank.
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-Frank. Michael. Cool, got it.
-Yeah. No, no. Frank...
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-We're doing a hug. Come on in.
-Oh, this is going really well.
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Stop.
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Hell, yeah. Laura.
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Like are you looking
for roommates by any chance?
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No, I'm not, Frank.
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Are you so excited
you travelled,
you little adventurer?
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Yeah, I'm so excited,
yeah, excited, woo!
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-Well, what's going on?
- You guys want beer?
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Yes.
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Yeah, so this is
Michael and Frank.
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-Hey, Michael and Frank.
-Hey.
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-Which one's which?
- Oh, my bad.
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Uh, Michael.
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-Michael.
-Yeah.
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-Frank.
-Have we met before?
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Yeah, I think so.
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Oh, my God! No, dude,
it's when you came up
for your 21st birthday.
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-What? I'm pretty sure
I was blitzed that whole time.
-You were.
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Wait!
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Oh, holy shit!
You were with that... that dude.
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The one that kept trying to get
us to ditch you girls because...
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-Oh, my God!
-...Saturdays were for the boys.
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-Shit! That was awesome.
-Yeah.
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-Yeah.
-He was super awesome.
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That was definitely awesome.
Puka shells?
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Yeah, nice to meet you guys too.
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Anyway, here's something
about good health
or something, right?
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-Yeah, take it.
-Fuck dying, right?
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Ooh!
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It was such an eloquent toast
from you all. I'm so inspired.
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So, this girl tells me
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that she wants to be buried
in one of those tree urns
when she goes.
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Who are you dating?
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And I'm like...
oh, I have great taste in women,
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you should just ask Michael.
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Oh, yeah.
You and Laura should start
the saddest dating app ever.
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- Nice.
-We'd be millionaires.
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Like you have
like that one bad ex.
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-No, never. Not once.
-All right.
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Frank, aren't you
telling a story?
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Oh, yeah, okay, anyhow.
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So, then I told her
that when I go,
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I want my ashes
to be shot out of the ocean
out of a t-shirt cannon.
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Out of the ocean though?
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Into the ocean with a t-shirt
cannon, sorry. I can't talk.
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But, yeah, I think that...
What's that? What did you say?
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Well, you said
out of the ocean and I was like
who are you going to give...
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No, I'm going to give it
to a mermaid and she's going
to shoot it out of the ocean...
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-Guys, we can go,
it's turning green.
-We can go? Oh, okay.
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Well, no, but then
I was like, "I want to go
to Davy Jones' locker.
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Like I'm a fuckin'
pirate, baby!"
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Whatever, like the world
is filled with mean people.
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You're cheery.
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Yeah, well, okay,
but the point is like nobody
thinks they're mean, right?
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Like and then
all of these mean people...
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Well, actually
all of us mean people
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go around using
other people's meanness
just for our meanness.
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-So, it's like...
-Is she always this sad?
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Usually much sadder.
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Oh, okay. Then good.
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People are exactly
the reason why people
can't have nice things.
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- Yeah, what?
- Who do you mean?
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-I don't know, people.
-Yeah, well, like not everybody.
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- Well, yeah, okay.
-Most people.
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It's kinda how it goes.
People are going to people.
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That's... Yeah, exactly.
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I should know better by now.
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Well, you can't blame
yourself for that.
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I mean, you can
but you shouldn't.
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It sounds a little like
you really don't like the fact
that you see good in people.
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Ooh!
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What?
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Hey.
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Hey,
where did everybody go?
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Um, Ro and Neha
went for a smoke.
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I don't know if Frank smokes
but he went with them, so...
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Yeah, sometimes
we all have our vices.
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Glad that we got that
out of the way.
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-That's it?
-Just taking a break.
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Woo! Ow!
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Neha hasn't said
one word since we got her food.
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Fuck you! I'm trying to enjoy
my food and I'd appreciate it
if you didn't interrupt me.
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Yeah, fuck you, Frank.
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Oh, come on. Jesus!
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You know you can
just buy a slice, right?
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I could, but I could
also have a bite of yours.
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-I think she's just using me
for my pizza, guys.
-One bite, come on.
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-All right.
- Definitely.
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All right.
Be careful, it's hot.
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Okay.
What did you do to this pizza?
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-I bit it.
- Murderer!
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Fuck, that's hot!
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You all right?
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So, is it that bad?
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Let's get this thing right here.
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Why is it so hot?
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Why are you eating it?
They just said it's hot.
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Why are you trying to eat it?
They just said it's hot.
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Once second,
could you repeat that
for a photograph?
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They're going
to go through life
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with just like the tiniest bit
of doubt and questioning
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about whether they really
are part cyborg or not
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and then one day in college,
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they'll finally discover
that it's obviously not true
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and they've just been lying
to them the whole time.
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And what, the lesson is
to just never trust anyone
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'cause your father
is a sadistic liar
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and you should
just never trust anybody?
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Yeah, exactly. Ro, you get me.
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The world is a bad,
bad place and you should
just never trust anybody.
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Aside from the fact
that your kids are going to be
super fucked up in the head,
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they'll just be like
cutting their arm open,
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like looking
for cyborg parts and shit.
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Well, yeah,
I mean those are minor details
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but it's a great plan though,
right?
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And Michael is the one
that gave me the idea for it.
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Okay, look, just to be clear,
I never condoned for it
to go for this long.
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How did this even come up?
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Uh, me and Frank were having
a conversation about how parents
fuck up their kids.
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-Oh, yeah, as one does.
-Yeah, as one does.
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Are your parents divorced?
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Ooh, and the conversation
takes a turn.
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We live in the future now,
of course they are.
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Love is dead and all that shit.
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Oh, yeah, I'm Michael,
I have a dark soul.
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Yada-yada-yada.
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I love
when Neha talks shit.
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Yes, I'm an asshole.
I agree with that,
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but I know for a fact
that you all hate your jobs.
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Aside from the part where
it just kinda dominates my life,
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I actually enjoy my job. Yep.
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Ro! I love you.
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That's kinda like
really unhealthy. Right?
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No, I mean no, I get it.
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It's pretty much the same
for me, but I don't know.
I still love it.
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What is it
that you do again?
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-I work...
-I think they're broken.
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I work at a hospital
as a Strategic
Advancement Director.
224
00:09:33,007 --> 00:09:34,443
Silly business.
225
00:09:34,486 --> 00:09:35,662
Uh, yeah.
226
00:09:35,705 --> 00:09:38,273
Wait, wait.
Your job acronym is S.A.D.
227
00:09:38,316 --> 00:09:39,753
It's like literally, sad.
228
00:09:39,796 --> 00:09:43,191
Ah, it is.
I never realized that.
229
00:09:43,234 --> 00:09:45,846
You know what?
I kinda love that.
230
00:09:45,889 --> 00:09:49,458
Oh my God! If you say you love
your job one more time,
I might actually believe you.
231
00:09:50,894 --> 00:09:55,856
I love my job as a Strategic
Advancement Director
232
00:09:55,899 --> 00:09:59,642
for a remote hospital
in the boonies of California.
233
00:09:59,686 --> 00:10:02,253
-Well, all right.
-You guys are fucking weird.
234
00:10:02,297 --> 00:10:04,038
And you guys
are fucking hippies.
235
00:10:04,081 --> 00:10:06,518
Okay, that's like
the meanest thing
that anyone's ever said to me.
236
00:10:06,562 --> 00:10:07,737
That was pretty sick.
237
00:10:07,781 --> 00:10:09,130
-Right?
-What?
238
00:10:09,173 --> 00:10:12,568
Fellow job lover Ro,
what do you do?
239
00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:14,222
I'm an assistant.
240
00:10:14,265 --> 00:10:16,180
Obviously, a good one.
241
00:10:16,224 --> 00:10:19,488
Well, it's nice to have
something to show
considering the hours and stuff.
242
00:10:19,531 --> 00:10:23,579
Yeah, like I don't know.
How do you guys know
that you love your jobs? Just...
243
00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:26,103
I don't know. Shit's just tight.
244
00:10:26,147 --> 00:10:28,453
-Yeah.
-Meanwhile on this couch, oh...
245
00:10:29,367 --> 00:10:31,369
Oh!
246
00:10:31,413 --> 00:10:35,286
And the award
for the saddest high five
of the evening goes to...
247
00:10:35,330 --> 00:10:37,593
-Oh! Gross.
-Hey boo, that's not fair.
248
00:10:37,637 --> 00:10:39,116
-Oh, my God!
-Get a room.
249
00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:40,640
-Come on, girl.
-Neha's watching!
250
00:10:40,683 --> 00:10:43,643
-She's never watched that.
251
00:10:44,774 --> 00:10:46,733
Ow!
252
00:10:46,776 --> 00:10:48,386
That was definitely your fault.
253
00:10:48,430 --> 00:10:49,561
Are you kidding?
254
00:10:49,605 --> 00:10:52,129
No, that was like
a hundred percent you.
255
00:10:52,173 --> 00:10:55,045
No, you're the one
that was on top
and then you started to fall...
256
00:10:56,264 --> 00:10:58,962
Oh, did you just kiss me
to shut me up?
257
00:10:59,006 --> 00:11:01,661
No, I kissed you to kiss you
but that was a very nice bonus.
258
00:11:01,704 --> 00:11:05,621
You're such a brat. Oh!
259
00:11:05,665 --> 00:11:08,450
All right, that was fun.
See you around.
260
00:11:08,493 --> 00:11:10,931
Yeah, cool. See you later.
261
00:11:13,107 --> 00:11:15,370
-I'm kidding.
-I'm not.
262
00:11:18,590 --> 00:11:20,288
I'm kidding?
263
00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:23,726
I promise.
264
00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:26,773
You know, it works better
if you don't say it
like a question.
265
00:11:26,816 --> 00:11:28,035
I know.
266
00:11:34,215 --> 00:11:36,478
You're actually
the one who's running away
267
00:11:36,521 --> 00:11:38,523
from everything and everyone
you love in a week.
268
00:11:38,567 --> 00:11:40,090
What? I'm not running away.
269
00:11:40,134 --> 00:11:41,657
Pretty casual life event.
270
00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:43,180
I know, right?
271
00:11:43,224 --> 00:11:45,052
How's that feeling?
272
00:11:45,095 --> 00:11:46,880
Exciting?
273
00:11:46,923 --> 00:11:48,969
You know, it works better
if you don't make it sound
like a question.
274
00:11:49,012 --> 00:11:50,579
Ooh, yeah, yeah. I know.
275
00:11:50,622 --> 00:11:54,670
I mean, it's exciting. It is.
It's gonna be... refreshing.
276
00:11:56,672 --> 00:11:58,805
Where are you going again?
And for what?
277
00:11:58,848 --> 00:12:02,504
I'm starting out by helping
a small organic farm in Spain...
278
00:12:02,547 --> 00:12:04,680
Are you a hippie?
279
00:12:04,724 --> 00:12:06,856
You say that like someone
just stabbed you.
280
00:12:06,900 --> 00:12:09,076
If you are, then someone
did just stab me.
281
00:12:09,119 --> 00:12:11,121
I'm not. I promise.
282
00:12:11,165 --> 00:12:14,037
I mean, I promise?
283
00:12:16,083 --> 00:12:18,085
-It's a nice farm too.
-Okay.
284
00:12:18,128 --> 00:12:19,869
Yeah, anyways.
285
00:12:19,913 --> 00:12:23,786
So, yeah, I'm going to go there
and then I go to London
286
00:12:23,830 --> 00:12:25,353
for my Master's.
287
00:12:25,396 --> 00:12:28,051
-For like a year.
-I'm so disappointed
with myself.
288
00:12:28,095 --> 00:12:29,705
I'm sorry. What was that?
289
00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:32,099
I'm starting
a nudist commune in Berkeley.
290
00:12:32,142 --> 00:12:33,622
Fuckin' knew it.
291
00:12:34,579 --> 00:12:36,886
Okay, so London.
292
00:12:36,930 --> 00:12:38,714
Mm-hmm.
293
00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,455
Why would it go for two?
294
00:12:40,498 --> 00:12:44,067
Mm-mm. I guess
I'm bad at school.
295
00:12:44,111 --> 00:12:45,765
Are you bad at school?
296
00:12:45,808 --> 00:12:49,029
Mm-mm, more like
if I get bored with it.
297
00:12:50,726 --> 00:12:52,423
Why would you ever
get bored of school?
298
00:12:52,467 --> 00:12:53,729
I know, right?
299
00:12:54,686 --> 00:12:56,688
No, more like if I lose
interest, I guess.
300
00:12:56,732 --> 00:12:58,908
Which would happen because...?
301
00:12:58,952 --> 00:13:01,258
'Cause I just like signed up
for this Master's
302
00:13:01,302 --> 00:13:02,956
because I have no idea
what I'm doing with my life.
303
00:13:02,999 --> 00:13:04,044
Ah!
304
00:13:07,047 --> 00:13:08,309
I hadn't said that
out aloud yet.
305
00:13:09,353 --> 00:13:10,572
It's really depressing.
306
00:13:12,008 --> 00:13:14,445
Well, if it makes you feel
any better, I, like you,
307
00:13:14,489 --> 00:13:17,187
am also completely unsure
of what I'm doing
with my life too.
308
00:13:19,407 --> 00:13:20,582
-Nope.
-No?
309
00:13:20,625 --> 00:13:21,975
-No.
-Okay.
310
00:13:22,932 --> 00:13:24,194
How about this?
311
00:13:24,238 --> 00:13:27,632
I'm pretty sure
that a majority of our peers
312
00:13:27,676 --> 00:13:31,245
are also completely unsure
of the current paths
their lives are on
313
00:13:31,288 --> 00:13:35,118
and the uncertainty is
slowly killing them unknowingly.
314
00:13:35,162 --> 00:13:37,729
All of us are just lost,
315
00:13:37,773 --> 00:13:39,644
even the ones who seem like
they know what they're doing,
316
00:13:39,688 --> 00:13:44,606
even the ones working
for Médecins Sans Frontières
317
00:13:44,649 --> 00:13:50,830
saving lives just completely,
overwhelmingly lost,
318
00:13:50,873 --> 00:13:52,570
flailing at nothing.
319
00:13:54,442 --> 00:13:58,794
Well, maybe not them
but everyone else's super lost.
320
00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,143
Life is fun.
321
00:14:01,971 --> 00:14:03,233
Yeah.
322
00:14:09,631 --> 00:14:11,024
Why are you cool?
323
00:14:11,067 --> 00:14:14,636
Hmm? Oh, what?
324
00:14:14,679 --> 00:14:16,377
That's a weird question.
325
00:14:16,420 --> 00:14:18,901
I mean like why are you cool
and why am I meeting you
right now
326
00:14:18,945 --> 00:14:20,860
before I'm about to leave
for a fucking long time?
327
00:14:22,383 --> 00:14:23,906
Stop being cool.
328
00:14:23,950 --> 00:14:25,603
-No promises.
-Stop it.
329
00:14:27,518 --> 00:14:31,261
And it's because the world
don't give no fucks
about timing or love or...
330
00:14:31,305 --> 00:14:34,351
or cool people
being cool together...
331
00:14:34,395 --> 00:14:35,875
-Mm-hmm.
-You know what I mean.
332
00:14:39,008 --> 00:14:41,750
Yeah, it sucks.
333
00:14:41,793 --> 00:14:42,969
Yeah.
334
00:14:50,193 --> 00:14:51,499
Am I going to see you tomorrow?
335
00:14:51,542 --> 00:14:52,543
Maybe.
336
00:14:55,329 --> 00:14:56,591
Yes.
337
00:14:57,592 --> 00:14:58,767
Yes?
338
00:15:02,031 --> 00:15:03,946
Sweet.
339
00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:51,559
Ladies and gentlemen,
340
00:15:51,602 --> 00:15:52,864
we're here...
341
00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:57,130
-Are you drunk already?
-No.
342
00:15:57,173 --> 00:15:58,783
-Are you sure?
-Are you sure?
343
00:15:58,827 --> 00:16:01,743
Yeah, but I forgot what I was
going to say. So, to you guys!
344
00:16:01,786 --> 00:16:03,788
-Yeah!
-To us!
345
00:16:03,832 --> 00:16:06,008
-Yeah! Sure!
-Cool.
346
00:16:06,052 --> 00:16:08,141
I mean,
are you going to say it?
347
00:16:10,839 --> 00:16:12,449
I don't know about you guys,
348
00:16:12,493 --> 00:16:14,234
but I think I'm really drunk.
349
00:16:15,583 --> 00:16:17,454
-Me too actually.
-You look very composed.
350
00:16:17,498 --> 00:16:19,108
-You?
-Yeah!
351
00:16:19,152 --> 00:16:20,588
You couldn't tell?
352
00:16:20,631 --> 00:16:22,503
I swear there was
two people at this table...
353
00:17:13,510 --> 00:17:16,600
I forgot
how cold it is here.
354
00:17:16,644 --> 00:17:18,646
It's also like his house.
355
00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:20,909
It's so creepy.
356
00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:23,999
This whole place
is like made of noise.
357
00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:25,131
Yeah.
358
00:17:27,829 --> 00:17:31,485
Argh, ah!
359
00:17:31,528 --> 00:17:32,486
What are you doing?
360
00:17:32,529 --> 00:17:34,227
I'm laying down.
361
00:17:35,924 --> 00:17:37,969
And you should know,
you look great from here.
362
00:17:38,883 --> 00:17:40,537
Mm-hmm.
363
00:17:40,581 --> 00:17:44,106
And you also look great
from behind
and when you're above.
364
00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:46,282
Overall anytime you're naked.
365
00:17:47,588 --> 00:17:48,893
Thank you.
366
00:17:52,114 --> 00:17:53,289
Can I have your number?
367
00:17:53,333 --> 00:17:55,683
I just realized
I don't have your number
368
00:17:55,726 --> 00:17:58,251
and I also know
that you're leaving soon
369
00:17:58,294 --> 00:18:02,820
and it isn't exactly useful
and I'm saying
too many words but, yeah.
370
00:18:02,864 --> 00:18:04,692
Yes.
371
00:18:04,735 --> 00:18:09,436
To the number part
or are you agreeing
with this being pretty futile.
372
00:18:09,479 --> 00:18:11,133
-Both.
-Hmm.
373
00:18:12,656 --> 00:18:14,571
Your sense of humor
is kinda weird.
374
00:18:14,615 --> 00:18:16,573
Ugh, thanks.
375
00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:19,663
Most people say it tethers
between completely unfunny
and morbidly depressing
376
00:18:19,707 --> 00:18:22,013
so, I'll take weird.
377
00:18:22,057 --> 00:18:23,624
Mmm.
378
00:18:23,667 --> 00:18:26,017
So, are we going to talk
about how much
we miss each other
379
00:18:26,061 --> 00:18:27,715
when we never
see each other again?
380
00:18:27,758 --> 00:18:29,064
Obviously.
381
00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:31,153
That is the perfect
relationship.
382
00:18:31,197 --> 00:18:34,156
We get to have
all the emotional baggage
383
00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:35,723
and none of the fun.
384
00:18:35,766 --> 00:18:37,290
By which I mean sex.
385
00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:40,728
-Mm-hmm.
-All sadness, no sex.
386
00:18:40,771 --> 00:18:44,079
Yeah, it's like when I cry
myself to sleep at night
when I miss you,
387
00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:46,342
it's like nobody
will be there to hold me.
388
00:18:46,386 --> 00:18:48,170
Way to ratchet things up, Laura.
389
00:18:48,214 --> 00:18:50,433
-Damn.
-I'm kidding. It's a joke.
390
00:18:50,477 --> 00:18:51,956
I know.
391
00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:55,960
Honestly, this is a bummer.
392
00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:57,223
Yeah.
393
00:18:59,616 --> 00:19:01,096
You're gone in a week?
394
00:19:02,010 --> 00:19:03,359
Uh-huh.
395
00:19:06,101 --> 00:19:07,624
That's unfortunate.
396
00:19:09,887 --> 00:19:12,499
You're just going home?
Where are you from again?
397
00:19:12,542 --> 00:19:15,980
Yeah, I'm just going to go drop
my car off back in Berkeley.
398
00:19:16,024 --> 00:19:18,722
-Ah!
-Hang out there for a week.
399
00:19:18,766 --> 00:19:21,160
I was going to see my parents,
but they went to Hawaii.
400
00:19:21,203 --> 00:19:23,031
-Well, that's pretty cold.
-Nah, it's fine.
401
00:19:23,074 --> 00:19:25,207
I see them like all the time.
I saw them
two weeks ago actually.
402
00:19:25,251 --> 00:19:27,818
Ah, well, in that case,
fuck, yeah, Hawaii.
403
00:19:27,862 --> 00:19:29,168
Yeah.
404
00:19:45,967 --> 00:19:48,012
You should just come down to LA.
405
00:19:48,056 --> 00:19:49,318
I know, right?
406
00:19:52,887 --> 00:19:54,105
Fuck it, do it.
407
00:19:55,803 --> 00:19:59,937
I'm serious. Fuck it,
just start your vacation early.
408
00:20:01,417 --> 00:20:02,592
Are you serious?
409
00:20:02,636 --> 00:20:04,028
I just said I'm serious.
410
00:20:05,160 --> 00:20:07,554
But like are you serious,
serious or you're like...
411
00:20:07,597 --> 00:20:08,946
If you're about it,
412
00:20:09,860 --> 00:20:11,949
I can take the week off
413
00:20:11,993 --> 00:20:14,735
or well, I can probably
start my weekend early.
414
00:20:15,736 --> 00:20:16,824
You're serious.
415
00:20:16,867 --> 00:20:18,565
Fuck, yeah, I am.
416
00:20:18,608 --> 00:20:20,915
You just invited me
to your house in LA.
417
00:20:20,958 --> 00:20:23,004
-Do it!
418
00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:24,484
Why are you still sitting?
419
00:20:24,527 --> 00:20:26,268
Come on down,
the weather's fine.
420
00:20:26,312 --> 00:20:29,880
Are you talking
about the bed or LA or...
421
00:20:29,924 --> 00:20:32,622
Well, neither. I don't know.
Just trying to get you
to lay down.
422
00:20:32,666 --> 00:20:34,711
I hope I don't hate you.
423
00:20:34,755 --> 00:20:37,148
Oh, well, I'm pretty hateable
424
00:20:37,192 --> 00:20:41,631
so that's almost definitely
going to be very bad.
425
00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:43,198
Damn!
426
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,374
I guess for me
it's like kinda bummer
to realize
427
00:20:45,418 --> 00:20:48,290
that what I wanted to do
may not actually be
what I want to do.
428
00:20:48,334 --> 00:20:50,640
Yeah, hence
the life-changing move.
429
00:20:50,684 --> 00:20:52,076
Yeah, I know.
430
00:20:52,120 --> 00:20:53,948
It's like the most entitled
thing ever to be like.
431
00:20:53,991 --> 00:20:56,820
I feel like I'm wasting my life
so I'm going to go to Europe.
432
00:20:56,864 --> 00:20:58,300
At least you're doing
something productive.
433
00:21:04,350 --> 00:21:07,570
Sun set.
434
00:21:07,614 --> 00:21:08,832
It's pretty.
435
00:21:14,882 --> 00:21:18,320
Try packing for an entire year.
Like it would be any smaller.
436
00:21:18,364 --> 00:21:21,105
Okay, how you doing there?
437
00:21:21,149 --> 00:21:23,238
-I have a technique
with my knee.
-Ah-ha!
438
00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:29,331
Laura, has of course refused
all help with that thing.
439
00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:31,855
How about the stairs?
Want some help now?
440
00:21:34,858 --> 00:21:39,341
Welcome to my apartment
which is decorated by a boy.
441
00:21:39,385 --> 00:21:41,082
It's nice. It's clean.
442
00:21:41,125 --> 00:21:42,953
Thanks, I like to think so.
443
00:21:42,997 --> 00:21:49,351
So, you want to unpack now
or just grab food or drinks
444
00:21:49,395 --> 00:21:52,963
or just fucking go nuts
and black out and wake up
in Mexico. What's up?
445
00:21:53,007 --> 00:21:55,662
Um, food in Mexico
after blacking out?
446
00:21:55,705 --> 00:21:58,142
Yes, I like
where your head's at.
447
00:21:58,186 --> 00:22:01,581
Yeah, so my 12-year-old self
is sitting there bawling
my eyes out,
448
00:22:01,624 --> 00:22:03,844
crying about how Beanie Babies
are going out of business
449
00:22:03,887 --> 00:22:06,368
and they'll be gone forever
and everyone's going
to forget about them
450
00:22:06,412 --> 00:22:08,370
which means one day
I'll be gone forever
451
00:22:08,414 --> 00:22:10,764
and everyone is going
to forget about me.
452
00:22:10,807 --> 00:22:12,374
Wow!
453
00:22:12,418 --> 00:22:15,116
Yeah, and my parents
who by now are
completely un-amused
454
00:22:15,159 --> 00:22:17,031
are looking at me like, "Why?"
455
00:22:17,074 --> 00:22:18,162
Mm-hmm.
456
00:22:18,206 --> 00:22:19,686
I took a good second
to catch my breath
457
00:22:19,729 --> 00:22:22,079
and they go, and I wish
I could do the accent better,
458
00:22:23,690 --> 00:22:27,607
"Okay, well,
your food is getting cold."
459
00:22:29,522 --> 00:22:30,871
That's awesome!
460
00:22:30,914 --> 00:22:32,525
-Yeah.
-Or sad.
461
00:22:32,568 --> 00:22:35,441
Well, I think...
I think they were right
though, you know.
462
00:22:35,484 --> 00:22:39,488
Excellent handling
of prepubescent existential
crisis I think.
463
00:22:39,532 --> 00:22:42,099
-Yeah.
-Yeah. Yeah.
464
00:22:42,143 --> 00:22:44,580
Yeah, so that was
my very graceful first encounter
465
00:22:44,624 --> 00:22:47,627
with the recognition
of death as an inevitability.
466
00:22:49,455 --> 00:22:52,501
Your turn for formative
childhood memory.
467
00:22:52,545 --> 00:22:54,634
Hmm, yours was cute and funny.
468
00:22:54,677 --> 00:22:57,767
No. No, no, no.
It's going to be great.
469
00:22:57,811 --> 00:23:00,335
Unless you like murder
someone in it or something.
470
00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:01,380
How'd you know?
471
00:23:02,903 --> 00:23:03,773
Okay.
472
00:23:05,166 --> 00:23:07,342
I remember hiding
under the covers with my brother
473
00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:10,040
because our parents were
fighting outside of our room
474
00:23:10,084 --> 00:23:11,999
which happened a lot.
475
00:23:12,042 --> 00:23:14,175
Um, and this time,
476
00:23:14,218 --> 00:23:18,266
I kinda like just decided
477
00:23:18,309 --> 00:23:21,051
that I was not ever
going to end up
478
00:23:21,965 --> 00:23:26,709
like living in a house
having arguments
with someone I hated.
479
00:23:26,753 --> 00:23:28,624
Hmm.
480
00:23:28,668 --> 00:23:29,973
-Yeah.
-Hmm.
481
00:23:30,017 --> 00:23:35,022
It was like my first sense
of agency, you know,
482
00:23:35,065 --> 00:23:36,893
which is kinda
depressing to have
483
00:23:36,937 --> 00:23:39,418
and all that when you
realize you can try out
your own path to be
484
00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:42,508
in response to never wanting
to become your parents.
485
00:23:44,205 --> 00:23:45,728
Yeah.
486
00:23:45,772 --> 00:23:47,991
I told you
that was dark.
487
00:23:48,035 --> 00:23:50,472
I'm not very good at this whole
casual conversation thing.
488
00:23:50,516 --> 00:23:54,128
Yeah. We're good
at being bad at stuff.
489
00:23:54,171 --> 00:23:56,957
-Which, you know, fun.
-Yeah.
490
00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:58,828
We're good at being...
does that make sense?
491
00:23:58,872 --> 00:24:00,743
-Absolutely.
-We're good
at being bad at stuff.
492
00:24:00,787 --> 00:24:03,703
-Yeah, I'll take it.
-Good.
493
00:24:20,154 --> 00:24:22,809
I know doing
something good
is better than nothing,
494
00:24:22,852 --> 00:24:25,159
but like, I don't know.
495
00:24:25,202 --> 00:24:28,945
I was starting to feel like
I was just going to be
like spending my entire life,
496
00:24:28,989 --> 00:24:36,605
like, like I don't know,
walking across the world.
497
00:24:36,649 --> 00:24:39,347
Sort of like just
slowly going nowhere...
498
00:24:39,390 --> 00:24:41,001
-On foot.
-Yeah, exactly.
499
00:24:41,044 --> 00:24:43,090
-I get it.
-Yeah, anyways. I don't know.
500
00:24:43,133 --> 00:24:48,922
It was really frustrating
so I quit and, yeah.
501
00:24:49,792 --> 00:24:53,404
I guess I feel like
going back to school
will open up more doors
502
00:24:53,448 --> 00:24:55,537
so I'll probably be able
to do more, you know.
503
00:24:55,581 --> 00:24:56,886
Yeah.
504
00:24:56,930 --> 00:24:58,801
But I don't want to be
a politician though so.
505
00:24:58,845 --> 00:25:00,324
I'd hope not.
506
00:25:03,545 --> 00:25:04,981
What about you?
507
00:25:05,025 --> 00:25:07,462
What's this job you're supposed
to be at in like...
508
00:25:09,072 --> 00:25:11,553
-...five hours?
509
00:25:11,597 --> 00:25:12,859
Uh, it's like...
510
00:25:13,990 --> 00:25:16,210
Okay, so the people are awesome
511
00:25:16,253 --> 00:25:18,908
and I was pretty blessed
to fall into it.
512
00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,607
-And?
513
00:25:21,650 --> 00:25:23,086
I fucking hate it.
514
00:25:23,130 --> 00:25:25,915
I was asking what it was,
but that's good to know too.
515
00:25:25,959 --> 00:25:28,744
Oh, right, yes,
the original question.
516
00:25:28,788 --> 00:25:34,228
Um, I work
at a small boutique ad agency
517
00:25:34,271 --> 00:25:35,882
as a project manager.
518
00:25:35,925 --> 00:25:37,797
Basically I pamper clients.
519
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:41,104
I'm like essentially an ad man.
520
00:25:41,148 --> 00:25:44,064
I'm part of the team
that had a huge hand
521
00:25:44,107 --> 00:25:48,242
in sending pop culture
down the super productive path
it's currently on.
522
00:25:48,285 --> 00:25:50,723
It's like I'm literally
one of the bad guys.
523
00:25:51,637 --> 00:25:55,249
The world runs because
good people do bad things.
524
00:25:55,292 --> 00:25:57,686
Yeah, I agree.
525
00:25:57,730 --> 00:26:00,036
I mean it's not nice
but I feel like it's true.
526
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:01,298
I felt that way.
527
00:26:03,257 --> 00:26:06,086
Except, you do good stuff
528
00:26:06,129 --> 00:26:09,829
like preserving our environment
for future generations
529
00:26:09,872 --> 00:26:12,658
and you've spent
all of your early 20's
530
00:26:12,701 --> 00:26:14,703
working towards that exact goal.
531
00:26:14,747 --> 00:26:17,706
Yeah, but on a personal level
it's exactly the same thing,
you know,
532
00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:19,490
it's like that joke
you made the other day.
533
00:26:21,014 --> 00:26:22,406
What joke I...
534
00:26:23,494 --> 00:26:24,800
Like the one about...
535
00:26:24,844 --> 00:26:26,933
I kinda say... I kinda
say a lot of stuff, right?
536
00:26:26,976 --> 00:26:28,499
-The one about...
-I just say shit.
537
00:26:28,543 --> 00:26:30,763
...depressed doctors
at MSF, you know.
538
00:26:30,806 --> 00:26:32,765
You said it like it may
or may not be true so,
539
00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:34,897
I don't know, but whatever
the point is it's like
540
00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:37,421
you're "flailing at nothing"
was the phrase.
541
00:26:37,465 --> 00:26:41,991
Ah, yes that.
That definitely sounds like me.
542
00:26:44,211 --> 00:26:46,126
Yeah, I remember that.
543
00:26:51,522 --> 00:26:53,873
So, you know how as Americans
we hate being told what to do?
544
00:26:53,916 --> 00:26:55,744
Fuck, yeah!
545
00:26:55,788 --> 00:26:57,659
We love freedom
more than life itself.
546
00:26:57,703 --> 00:26:59,487
Right, and like even if we
were going to do it anyway
547
00:26:59,530 --> 00:27:01,097
is we don't want
to be told to do it.
548
00:27:02,098 --> 00:27:03,534
Probably.
549
00:27:03,578 --> 00:27:05,624
So, like as a result we have
a lot of personal freedom.
550
00:27:05,667 --> 00:27:08,235
Well, hold on.
Some more than others.
551
00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:10,106
Okay, so there's always
more work to be done,
552
00:27:10,150 --> 00:27:11,847
but like generally speaking,
553
00:27:11,891 --> 00:27:14,763
we have more personal freedom
now than we used to, you know?
554
00:27:14,807 --> 00:27:16,373
-Yeah.
-Like in my case,
555
00:27:16,417 --> 00:27:20,073
I didn't like
what I was doing so I quit
556
00:27:20,116 --> 00:27:23,032
and now I'm literally
flying across the world
because I've decided to.
557
00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,252
Yeah.
558
00:27:25,295 --> 00:27:28,864
And it's like, we haven't really
thought about what to do
with all that freedom, you know.
559
00:27:28,908 --> 00:27:32,563
We're like, maybe
we have but like not really.
560
00:27:55,151 --> 00:27:57,632
You look like someone
killed your cat.
561
00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:59,329
Dana just put her two weeks in.
562
00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:01,505
So that meeting went well.
563
00:28:01,549 --> 00:28:03,725
-Damn!
-Yeah.
564
00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:06,206
Jim really knows
how to understaff a place.
565
00:28:06,249 --> 00:28:07,642
It's that "start-up" vibe.
566
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:10,689
Yeah. Yeah.
567
00:28:10,732 --> 00:28:12,734
Well, at least
there's beer in the fridge.
568
00:28:12,778 --> 00:28:15,694
Nobody ever drinks it,
but at least it's there.
569
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:27,531
Hey there,
can I get you anymore tea?
570
00:28:27,575 --> 00:28:28,707
Uh, sure.
571
00:28:28,750 --> 00:28:30,752
Okay, give me
one more minute, ma'am.
572
00:28:30,796 --> 00:28:32,014
Thank you.
573
00:28:36,758 --> 00:28:39,108
So, how's LA honey?
574
00:28:39,152 --> 00:28:42,764
It's nice or maybe it's just
like better than I imagined.
575
00:28:42,808 --> 00:28:45,593
I don't know why
I always thought I hated LA.
576
00:28:45,636 --> 00:28:48,770
Oh, probably because you got sick when we went to Disneyland
577
00:28:48,814 --> 00:28:50,685
and cried in all of the lines
578
00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:52,774
so we never went back
to Los Angeles again.
579
00:28:52,818 --> 00:28:54,602
Well, no I didn't.
580
00:28:54,645 --> 00:28:56,952
Yeah, yeah, you did.
You don't remember?
581
00:28:56,996 --> 00:28:59,955
Your brother thought
it was his fault
and felt bad the whole time,
582
00:28:59,999 --> 00:29:01,827
which was kinda adorable.
583
00:29:01,870 --> 00:29:04,220
-I know.
-Um, I did that?
584
00:29:04,264 --> 00:29:06,483
You did that. Yes. Oops.
585
00:29:06,527 --> 00:29:07,789
Sorry.
586
00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:09,704
You should have seen your dad.
587
00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:11,140
Ugh, I can imagine.
588
00:29:11,184 --> 00:29:13,664
Anyway, I've been looking
at apartments in London.
589
00:29:13,708 --> 00:29:15,188
-Uh-huh.
-And...
590
00:29:15,231 --> 00:29:18,887
My first takeaway
is that they're very expensive.
591
00:29:18,931 --> 00:29:20,889
You're having second thoughts?
592
00:29:20,933 --> 00:29:27,896
No, it's just like eye-opening
and like... expensive.
593
00:29:27,940 --> 00:29:31,030
I told you, honey, it was
going to be quite a change.
594
00:29:32,727 --> 00:29:35,512
Yeah, I know.
I didn't plan it very well.
595
00:29:35,556 --> 00:29:37,776
No, it's not that.
I mean, that's all fine.
596
00:29:37,819 --> 00:29:40,430
Well, for me at least.
I'm not the one
figuring out my life.
597
00:29:40,474 --> 00:29:42,171
Well, thanks, Mom.
598
00:29:42,215 --> 00:29:43,651
I'm sorry.
599
00:29:43,694 --> 00:29:46,088
Do you think
I'm doing the right thing?
600
00:29:46,132 --> 00:29:47,481
Is this like a good decision?
601
00:29:47,524 --> 00:29:49,744
Laura, honey,
I honestly can't say.
602
00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:52,878
I mean, I think what you're doing is pretty drastic,
603
00:29:52,921 --> 00:29:54,705
but I also can't blame you.
604
00:29:55,619 --> 00:29:57,447
If I was in your shoes,
605
00:29:57,491 --> 00:29:59,580
I might have done
what you're doing.
606
00:30:00,886 --> 00:30:02,322
I love your father very much
607
00:30:02,365 --> 00:30:04,672
and I'm happy
with where I'm at in life
608
00:30:04,715 --> 00:30:06,805
and how I did things.
609
00:30:06,848 --> 00:30:08,850
I mean, it wasn't easy
and there were things
I had to give up on the way,
610
00:30:08,894 --> 00:30:10,852
but like I've said before,
611
00:30:10,896 --> 00:30:15,074
you live
in an absolutely new age.
612
00:30:15,117 --> 00:30:17,076
I can't imagine things now.
613
00:30:17,119 --> 00:30:22,037
I mean, I don't know what
it is like for you nowadays.
614
00:30:22,081 --> 00:30:25,736
I mean, for me, I got my degree, started a family
615
00:30:25,780 --> 00:30:29,392
and I've been at my job
working it for 20 years.
616
00:30:29,436 --> 00:30:31,090
It's okay.
617
00:30:31,133 --> 00:30:33,353
The people are good
and we're not destroying
the earth,
618
00:30:33,396 --> 00:30:35,746
but for me that's all I need.
619
00:30:35,790 --> 00:30:38,837
But it's different now
for people your age.
620
00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:41,709
I mean, endless possibilities
have been presented.
621
00:30:41,752 --> 00:30:43,580
Whether or not that's better,
622
00:30:45,713 --> 00:30:49,325
well, that is the part where I think you have to figure things out on your own.
623
00:30:49,369 --> 00:30:50,370
Yeah, but like...
624
00:30:51,458 --> 00:30:53,895
-Okay...
-Basically honey, look,
625
00:30:53,939 --> 00:30:57,290
I don't have any way
to know whether or not
you're doing the right thing,
626
00:30:58,204 --> 00:31:01,468
but you're young
and you'll probably live
twice as long as we will,
627
00:31:01,511 --> 00:31:04,427
so, why not, you know?
628
00:31:05,515 --> 00:31:07,082
Okay, thank you.
629
00:31:09,389 --> 00:31:11,695
You also need to come to Hawaii.
630
00:31:11,739 --> 00:31:13,610
It's beautiful.
631
00:31:13,654 --> 00:31:16,178
Me and your dad
jumped off some rocks
into the ocean yesterday
632
00:31:16,222 --> 00:31:17,788
-and wow!
-You what?
633
00:31:17,832 --> 00:31:21,923
We jumped
off some rocks into the ocean.
634
00:31:21,967 --> 00:31:23,794
It was amazing.
635
00:31:23,838 --> 00:31:25,231
That's nice.
636
00:31:25,274 --> 00:31:28,103
Oh, honey,
you're home so soon.
637
00:31:28,147 --> 00:31:30,018
How was work?
Would you like a meatloaf?
638
00:31:30,062 --> 00:31:33,282
Uh, I'm not going to lie,
that was pretty frightening.
639
00:31:33,326 --> 00:31:36,459
That's me,
your worst domestic nightmare.
640
00:31:36,503 --> 00:31:37,765
Oh, God!
641
00:31:37,808 --> 00:31:39,680
No, really, how was work?
642
00:31:39,723 --> 00:31:44,728
I just stared at the computer
and had a sandwich at some point
643
00:31:44,772 --> 00:31:47,949
and had some coffee,
644
00:31:47,993 --> 00:31:50,909
stared at the computer
some more,
645
00:31:50,952 --> 00:31:52,911
had some more coffee.
646
00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:54,390
Oh, yeah, Neha says, "Hey."
647
00:31:54,434 --> 00:31:56,305
How much do you get paid
to do that, again?
648
00:31:56,349 --> 00:31:57,698
I don't know.
649
00:31:57,741 --> 00:32:00,005
I stopped counting
because it was so much.
650
00:32:00,962 --> 00:32:04,183
Oh, also I decided
to just take the week off.
651
00:32:04,226 --> 00:32:05,140
What?
652
00:32:05,184 --> 00:32:07,795
Yeah, 'cause things are slow
653
00:32:07,838 --> 00:32:11,451
and I've been hauling ass
for months and I'm about to
again in a couple of weeks
654
00:32:11,494 --> 00:32:14,628
and you're here
and fuck it, you know.
655
00:32:14,671 --> 00:32:16,630
You can just do that?
656
00:32:16,673 --> 00:32:20,939
We have one of those
"we trust our employee"
paid time off policies.
657
00:32:22,331 --> 00:32:23,680
I think I'm blushing.
658
00:32:23,724 --> 00:32:24,681
It'll be fun.
659
00:32:25,552 --> 00:32:26,988
What should we do to celebrate?
660
00:32:27,032 --> 00:32:32,298
Uh, I haven't thought that far.
661
00:32:32,341 --> 00:32:35,692
You know it works better
when you don't say it
like a question.
662
00:32:35,736 --> 00:32:39,479
What I mean is I get terribly lonely sometimes.
663
00:32:41,176 --> 00:32:42,525
Me too.
664
00:32:43,744 --> 00:32:46,225
You like your wine
to taste like wine.
665
00:32:46,268 --> 00:32:47,791
You're gonna taste it
or something?
666
00:32:47,835 --> 00:32:50,011
Tried really hard
not to, I promise.
667
00:32:50,055 --> 00:32:52,796
Hmm, what are we
going to do with you?
668
00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:54,624
We are in a wine store.
669
00:32:55,582 --> 00:32:58,759
Is that you trying to tell me
to drink myself into ruin?
670
00:32:58,802 --> 00:33:00,108
Are you trying to ruin me?
671
00:33:00,152 --> 00:33:01,892
Duh!
672
00:33:01,936 --> 00:33:05,548
Oh, good 'cause
it's been a while
since I've had a good ruining.
673
00:33:05,592 --> 00:33:08,725
Oh, yeah? It's like a side hobby
of yours, an annual ruining?
674
00:33:08,769 --> 00:33:11,076
Yeah, it's the best.
You should try it.
675
00:33:11,119 --> 00:33:13,469
Well, I'm a connoisseur of ruin.
676
00:33:13,513 --> 00:33:15,471
You're fucking nuts.
677
00:33:15,515 --> 00:33:16,559
Aren't we all?
678
00:33:18,518 --> 00:33:21,521
-Drink?
-Yeah.
679
00:33:21,564 --> 00:33:22,870
What are you making?
680
00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:27,048
Um, Gatorade and soda water,
681
00:33:27,092 --> 00:33:32,053
so it's a Gatorade
and gin or soda water.
682
00:33:32,097 --> 00:33:33,794
Which one was the first one?
683
00:33:33,837 --> 00:33:36,057
"Stay free, stay true."
684
00:33:37,537 --> 00:33:39,626
Yeah, I think
it's pretty self-explanatory.
685
00:33:39,669 --> 00:33:42,542
-Hmm. No.
-No?
686
00:33:42,585 --> 00:33:45,501
All right,
my 18-year-old self is like,
687
00:33:45,545 --> 00:33:49,070
"You're going to fucking
sell out one of these days,
you motherfucker.
688
00:33:49,114 --> 00:33:53,248
So this is to remind you
that you used to have morals."
689
00:33:53,292 --> 00:33:55,729
Hmm, I love that.
690
00:33:55,772 --> 00:33:56,904
Yeah, that's awesome.
691
00:33:58,514 --> 00:34:01,039
I kinda think that's the point
of tattoos really, you know.
692
00:34:01,082 --> 00:34:04,781
Mini time capsules of whatever
was important at the time.
693
00:34:04,825 --> 00:34:07,001
Only in this case,
it was important then
694
00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:10,613
and now just well,
quietly ignored every day.
695
00:34:10,657 --> 00:34:14,095
Hmm, and this one?
696
00:34:14,139 --> 00:34:16,097
-Uh, yeah.
-Cut ups?
697
00:34:16,141 --> 00:34:19,318
Uh, yeah, also 18,
me and my group of friends
698
00:34:19,361 --> 00:34:22,321
were going to college
or whatever the fuck
we were doing.
699
00:34:22,364 --> 00:34:24,627
There were five of us.
700
00:34:24,671 --> 00:34:26,847
We, uh... it's dumb.
701
00:34:27,978 --> 00:34:30,764
So, because
we were cool as shit,
702
00:34:30,807 --> 00:34:36,335
uh, we called ourselves
"Cut ups",
703
00:34:36,378 --> 00:34:42,080
sort of like joke
bastardization of fuck ups.
704
00:34:42,123 --> 00:34:43,733
-Right.
-I don't know.
705
00:34:43,777 --> 00:34:45,605
It's clever.
706
00:34:45,648 --> 00:34:50,436
We were all about to leave,
so we got matching tattoos.
707
00:34:50,479 --> 00:34:52,133
Yeah, Frank has one.
708
00:34:52,177 --> 00:34:53,787
-Oh.
-Yeah.
709
00:34:53,830 --> 00:34:56,094
Long story short, we're idiots.
710
00:34:57,486 --> 00:34:58,879
It's my favorite one.
711
00:34:58,922 --> 00:35:00,272
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
712
00:35:00,315 --> 00:35:02,230
-A heart skewered
on a big ass knife?
-Mm-hmm.
713
00:35:04,058 --> 00:35:04,928
All right.
714
00:35:06,278 --> 00:35:07,496
How about yours?
715
00:35:07,540 --> 00:35:09,063
Does that say, "Carry on!"?
716
00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:10,543
Mm-hmm, I know.
717
00:35:10,586 --> 00:35:13,111
-It's pretty bad.
-I don't know, it's kinda cool.
718
00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:18,159
I see we have this
two-word phrase thing going.
719
00:35:18,203 --> 00:35:20,727
Hmm, I knew I liked you
for a reason.
720
00:35:20,770 --> 00:35:23,338
-Story.
-Mm-mm, no.
721
00:35:24,905 --> 00:35:27,951
-No?
-No, it's embarrassing.
722
00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:29,692
Come on,
I still want to hear it.
723
00:35:31,781 --> 00:35:34,132
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.
724
00:35:34,175 --> 00:35:36,656
-You know it. Come on.
-How sure?
725
00:35:36,699 --> 00:35:38,136
Very sure.
726
00:35:38,179 --> 00:35:40,747
Like you would get married
with me sure?
727
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:43,271
-That's uh...
-Or like you would bet
your life on it, sure?
728
00:35:43,315 --> 00:35:44,403
-...a really weird thing.
-I know.
729
00:35:44,446 --> 00:35:46,013
That one didn't really work.
730
00:35:46,056 --> 00:35:49,190
Story. Story.
731
00:35:49,234 --> 00:35:50,713
Okay, okay.
732
00:35:50,757 --> 00:35:51,801
Uhm...
733
00:35:54,935 --> 00:35:57,285
So, I was very depressed
in college.
734
00:35:57,329 --> 00:36:00,201
My junior year,
or whenever you're 21.
735
00:36:00,245 --> 00:36:01,594
-Is that junior year?
-Yeah, junior year.
736
00:36:01,637 --> 00:36:04,640
Anyways, um, yeah, I...
737
00:36:04,684 --> 00:36:09,689
I was finished taking my finals
and my roommates
were also taking their finals
738
00:36:09,732 --> 00:36:12,735
and I just kind of...
739
00:36:12,779 --> 00:36:16,652
I don't know.
I had a lot of time
and like kind of just...
740
00:36:16,696 --> 00:36:20,221
I don't know.
I was pretty unhappy
with things at home,
741
00:36:20,265 --> 00:36:22,484
with how things were at school,
people I was hanging out with,
742
00:36:22,528 --> 00:36:24,051
my roommates included,
743
00:36:24,094 --> 00:36:26,488
and so I just kinda went off
by myself and got a tattoo.
744
00:36:26,532 --> 00:36:27,924
Hmm.
745
00:36:27,968 --> 00:36:29,535
I guess as some sort of...
746
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:33,408
I don't know. It felt good.
747
00:36:35,932 --> 00:36:38,152
Good enough for me I'd say.
748
00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:39,153
Yeah.
749
00:36:47,901 --> 00:36:50,730
Some friends
are having a little party
at their house today.
750
00:36:52,253 --> 00:36:54,212
On a Wednesday?
751
00:36:54,255 --> 00:36:58,216
Yeah, apparently some people
follow their dreams or whatever.
752
00:36:58,259 --> 00:36:59,695
Yeah, they're having
a little thing.
753
00:36:59,739 --> 00:37:01,610
It's usually pretty chill.
754
00:37:01,654 --> 00:37:03,395
Sounds like my kind of party.
755
00:37:04,309 --> 00:37:06,354
How are you?
Are you close with your parents?
756
00:37:06,398 --> 00:37:07,747
Are they from here?
757
00:37:07,790 --> 00:37:11,664
Yeah, they were immigrants
and um, yeah, I'd say so.
758
00:37:11,707 --> 00:37:13,666
Yeah, pretty good.
759
00:37:13,709 --> 00:37:17,887
It's just sort of impossible
to thank them enough,
ever though, you know.
760
00:37:19,019 --> 00:37:21,021
Because?
761
00:37:21,064 --> 00:37:26,287
I mean, basically it's so hard
for me to even imagine
762
00:37:26,331 --> 00:37:29,421
giving up everything you know
and have grown up with
763
00:37:29,464 --> 00:37:33,294
solely in order to give
your kids who haven't
even been conceived yet
764
00:37:33,338 --> 00:37:34,513
a better shot at things,
765
00:37:34,556 --> 00:37:37,820
all by like the age of 25.
766
00:37:37,864 --> 00:37:43,435
So, it's not even a question
about them caring.
767
00:37:43,478 --> 00:37:46,002
I just feel like
kind of a little shit
768
00:37:46,046 --> 00:37:52,139
every time the thought,
"Why am I at a job I hate?"
769
00:37:52,182 --> 00:37:55,185
Or "This is a monumental
waste of my time.
770
00:37:55,229 --> 00:37:56,665
I'm wasting my life away.
Oh, my God!
771
00:37:56,709 --> 00:37:58,537
I'm wasting my life away"
creeps in, you know?
772
00:37:58,580 --> 00:38:00,843
Yeah, well, I mean it's like
a very valid feeling for you
773
00:38:00,887 --> 00:38:02,671
because advertising is useless.
774
00:38:04,891 --> 00:38:09,461
-Yes, yes, yes.
-I'm kidding.
775
00:38:09,504 --> 00:38:12,681
I also kinda feel like
your parents wouldn't
really mind if you mixed it up.
776
00:38:13,639 --> 00:38:16,685
Yeah. You're probably right.
777
00:38:16,729 --> 00:38:19,209
What did you think of me
when you first met me?
778
00:38:19,253 --> 00:38:23,083
Uh, first time
or just last weekend?
779
00:38:23,126 --> 00:38:25,955
First time, because
I'm assuming you were
in love by last weekend.
780
00:38:25,999 --> 00:38:28,393
I've been yours
since I was born, Laura.
781
00:38:29,829 --> 00:38:31,874
Uh... First time.
782
00:38:31,918 --> 00:38:34,877
-Honest?
-No, lie to my face.
783
00:38:34,921 --> 00:38:36,531
That's a pretty weird request.
784
00:38:36,575 --> 00:38:38,925
-Come on.
-Okay, all right.
785
00:38:40,187 --> 00:38:42,276
You came out of I think
Neha's room
786
00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:45,540
and you sat down with us
and started talking bad shit.
787
00:38:45,584 --> 00:38:48,848
Spitting vitriol
and I was done for.
788
00:38:49,762 --> 00:38:51,154
Also you're hot
789
00:38:51,198 --> 00:38:53,200
and you were wearing
these high-waisted leather pants
790
00:38:53,243 --> 00:38:55,071
and I was just dead.
791
00:38:55,115 --> 00:38:57,813
And then the guy you were with
popped out and
I was like, "I'm out."
792
00:38:57,857 --> 00:38:59,772
And promptly forgot about you.
793
00:38:59,815 --> 00:39:03,166
Okay, so you went
from like being in love
to over it in like five seconds.
794
00:39:03,210 --> 00:39:04,472
Probably more like one or two.
795
00:39:04,516 --> 00:39:07,301
-Oh! Men!
-We're fun.
796
00:39:08,737 --> 00:39:11,000
-You're not curious?
-I didn't say that.
797
00:39:12,088 --> 00:39:13,568
What'd you think?
798
00:39:13,612 --> 00:39:16,571
And before anything,
I'd like to request a pass
799
00:39:16,615 --> 00:39:17,920
because I was smashed.
800
00:39:17,964 --> 00:39:19,792
Sure,
you don't need one, but fine.
801
00:39:19,835 --> 00:39:23,622
Okay, so I was on the side room
with that guy I was seeing.
802
00:39:23,665 --> 00:39:25,450
He was basically
pouring his heart out to me
803
00:39:25,493 --> 00:39:26,799
because we weren't
serious enough.
804
00:39:26,842 --> 00:39:29,410
And every time he would pause,
805
00:39:29,454 --> 00:39:33,371
there would be this huge laugh
coming from the next room.
806
00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:35,373
It was you.
807
00:39:35,416 --> 00:39:37,984
And like the timing of it,
kinda made it seem like
you were laughing at him.
808
00:39:38,027 --> 00:39:39,768
That is so brutal.
809
00:39:39,812 --> 00:39:44,904
Yeah, it was like your laugh
was making me feel weirdly good
810
00:39:44,947 --> 00:39:47,559
in a moment when
I should not ever feel good.
811
00:39:48,777 --> 00:39:52,085
And then I walked out
and I was just like, "Oh, fuck!"
812
00:39:52,128 --> 00:39:54,522
Good oh, fuck? Bad oh, fuck?
813
00:39:54,566 --> 00:39:56,481
You've seen me naked.
814
00:39:56,524 --> 00:39:57,482
Sweet.
815
00:40:40,002 --> 00:40:41,656
Good morning.
816
00:40:42,657 --> 00:40:44,267
Look at this.
817
00:40:44,311 --> 00:40:45,834
It's a Michael
818
00:40:45,878 --> 00:40:49,011
in his natural habitat,
hungover and asleep
819
00:40:49,055 --> 00:40:51,057
deep into the morning.
820
00:40:51,100 --> 00:40:52,493
No, no, no.
821
00:40:52,537 --> 00:40:55,235
Oh, notice how he tries
to cover his eyes
822
00:40:55,278 --> 00:40:57,455
with a pillow to shield them
from the morning light.
823
00:40:57,498 --> 00:40:58,934
Too early for this act.
824
00:40:58,978 --> 00:41:02,721
Now, we're in for a real treat.
825
00:41:02,764 --> 00:41:04,070
We're just going to...
826
00:41:05,114 --> 00:41:06,855
Hi, my name's Laura
827
00:41:06,899 --> 00:41:11,077
and I've sailed 13 oceans
and traveled 18 continents
828
00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:13,993
waking up hungover people
all over the world.
829
00:41:14,036 --> 00:41:16,604
Ah-ha and here we see
the wild Michael using sarcasm
830
00:41:16,648 --> 00:41:18,388
in an attempt to ward me off
831
00:41:18,432 --> 00:41:21,696
which is quite a shame because
he is really very pretty.
832
00:41:22,741 --> 00:41:26,309
You know, my head will probably
explode if you had an accent.
833
00:41:26,353 --> 00:41:27,180
I know.
834
00:41:29,922 --> 00:41:31,489
We'll put him back
under his rock.
835
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:34,883
What do you want to do today?
836
00:41:36,058 --> 00:41:41,020
I'm still kinda tired
and hungover.
837
00:41:41,063 --> 00:41:42,543
You and I both.
838
00:41:45,328 --> 00:41:49,507
Is this what it feels like
to get old and die together
with someone?
839
00:41:49,550 --> 00:41:51,683
Hmm, yeah, I think so.
840
00:41:56,426 --> 00:41:57,515
Maybe a movie?
841
00:41:59,386 --> 00:42:01,954
Yeah, that could be nice.
842
00:42:01,997 --> 00:42:02,955
Cool.
843
00:42:07,568 --> 00:42:09,352
We should probably put pants on.
844
00:42:14,314 --> 00:42:15,533
Perhaps, yeah.
845
00:42:17,056 --> 00:42:19,406
-What shall we see?
-That looks good, no?
846
00:42:19,449 --> 00:42:21,626
Comedy, yeah.
I'll fuck with that.
847
00:42:21,669 --> 00:42:23,366
I'm sorry?
848
00:42:23,410 --> 00:42:25,325
I said, I'll fuck with that.
849
00:42:25,368 --> 00:42:28,763
-You'll fuck with that?
-Yeah, it's an expression.
850
00:42:31,026 --> 00:42:34,029
Yeah, he kinda brought it
up a couple months ago
while we were talking
851
00:42:34,073 --> 00:42:35,770
and it's just been
nagging at me since.
852
00:42:35,814 --> 00:42:37,293
About how you guys met so young?
853
00:42:37,337 --> 00:42:39,992
Yeah, and I think
it passed for him,
854
00:42:40,035 --> 00:42:42,255
but it's just been
bothering me since.
855
00:42:42,298 --> 00:42:43,996
Okay, I met this girl
856
00:42:44,039 --> 00:42:46,259
and she's married
her boyfriend of several years
857
00:42:46,302 --> 00:42:50,568
and she was telling me
how she felt like it was
vibrant all the time.
858
00:42:50,611 --> 00:42:53,614
Well, yeah, it's because people
are always trying to seem
happier than they actually are
859
00:42:53,658 --> 00:42:55,311
and besides
that's not for everyone.
860
00:42:55,355 --> 00:42:56,399
I know,
861
00:42:56,443 --> 00:42:58,619
but it's just weird
harsh reality
862
00:42:58,663 --> 00:43:01,056
that I have been on and off
with John since high school
863
00:43:01,100 --> 00:43:05,974
and all that time
it's never been nearly
as intense as she describes.
864
00:43:06,018 --> 00:43:07,759
And he is great and I love him,
865
00:43:07,802 --> 00:43:12,241
but I just couldn't shake
this question of,
"Are we doing this wrong?"
866
00:43:13,155 --> 00:43:17,246
And it's shitty because
he's genuinely a good person.
867
00:43:17,290 --> 00:43:20,249
And how many good people
do you come across
in your lifetime, you know?
868
00:43:21,337 --> 00:43:23,688
Well, at least you've been
thinking through it
very thoroughly.
869
00:43:23,731 --> 00:43:27,256
Yeah, uh, maybe too much.
I don't know.
870
00:43:28,214 --> 00:43:29,476
Like look at you two,
871
00:43:29,519 --> 00:43:32,218
it's just so apparently intense.
872
00:43:32,261 --> 00:43:34,437
Uh, no, I think
it's pretty different.
873
00:43:34,481 --> 00:43:36,744
-We sort of just make
shit up as we go.
-Yeah.
874
00:43:36,788 --> 00:43:38,224
I don't think you should
compare yourself to us.
875
00:43:38,267 --> 00:43:40,052
Besides I'm crazy, remember?
876
00:43:40,095 --> 00:43:42,663
-Yeah, that's just college.
-I don't know.
877
00:43:42,707 --> 00:43:45,579
All honesty, Neha,
because we've been friends
878
00:43:45,623 --> 00:43:47,973
for longer
than either of us would like,
879
00:43:48,016 --> 00:43:50,497
I think, if something's nagging
at you endlessly,
880
00:43:50,540 --> 00:43:52,107
you got to quash it, you know.
881
00:43:52,151 --> 00:43:56,242
Whether by getting over it
or doing something about it,
882
00:43:56,285 --> 00:43:58,679
you got to stitch the cut,
you know what I mean?
883
00:43:58,723 --> 00:44:00,986
Yeah, I think so. Yeah.
884
00:44:02,422 --> 00:44:05,207
Well, sorry
for this bummer story guys.
885
00:44:05,251 --> 00:44:07,514
- Oh, my God! No, no.
- No need to worry.
886
00:44:07,557 --> 00:44:10,517
Okay, please,
change the topic.
Tell me about your week.
887
00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:12,650
Um, our week
has been great.
888
00:44:12,693 --> 00:44:14,564
Lots of cheap food and drink.
889
00:44:14,608 --> 00:44:16,697
Ah, what she's saying
is she's been drunk
the whole time.
890
00:44:16,741 --> 00:44:19,700
Um, not the whole time
just part of the time.
891
00:44:19,744 --> 00:44:22,747
Yeah, I mean, it's just like
the weather's so nice, alright,
892
00:44:22,790 --> 00:44:24,313
so you have to drink
in the afternoons.
893
00:44:24,357 --> 00:44:25,793
-Yeah, obviously.
-And then in the evening
with dinner.
894
00:44:25,837 --> 00:44:27,926
-Yes.
-And then
she's totally wasted.
895
00:44:27,969 --> 00:44:29,188
I mean...
896
00:44:29,231 --> 00:44:31,277
I think it's just a buzz, right?
897
00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:34,280
I mean you can't
blame her for that.
898
00:44:34,323 --> 00:44:35,368
Thank you.
899
00:44:35,411 --> 00:44:36,717
Got you, girl.
900
00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:06,459
Oh, God, that is so hot!
901
00:46:06,502 --> 00:46:08,156
Yeah,
but it's the best though, right?
902
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:10,811
Oh, uh, mm-hmm. Oh, Jesus!
903
00:46:10,855 --> 00:46:12,508
You two heading out?
904
00:46:12,552 --> 00:46:14,380
Yeah, we are actually because
we're going to Runyon tomorrow.
905
00:46:14,423 --> 00:46:15,468
Oh, that sucks.
906
00:46:15,511 --> 00:46:18,253
No, it's like
a really nice hike.
907
00:46:18,297 --> 00:46:20,647
Yeah, yeah.
I'll take your word for it.
908
00:46:20,690 --> 00:46:22,344
It is. Hey, Seb,
you riding with?
909
00:46:22,388 --> 00:46:24,172
- Yeah, I'm fucking tired.
-Okay, cool.
910
00:46:24,216 --> 00:46:25,739
Well, I will see you guys soon
911
00:46:25,783 --> 00:46:27,480
and I better see you
before you leave.
912
00:46:27,523 --> 00:46:29,569
- Yes.
-Post-hike lunch?
913
00:46:29,612 --> 00:46:30,788
-Yes?
-Yes.
914
00:46:30,831 --> 00:46:32,790
Yes. Okay, cool.
Well, I'll text you.
915
00:46:32,833 --> 00:46:34,269
See you soon. Bye, cuties.
916
00:46:34,313 --> 00:46:36,010
Bye, Neha. Later on, Seb.
917
00:46:36,054 --> 00:46:38,230
- Later, dude.
Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
918
00:46:44,410 --> 00:46:46,064
We should probably
get going too, right?
919
00:46:47,326 --> 00:46:50,895
I don't know, I thought
it might be a cool date thing
920
00:46:50,938 --> 00:46:53,898
to try and watch the taco truck
pack up and leave, you know.
921
00:46:53,941 --> 00:46:56,291
Oh, yeah.
922
00:46:56,335 --> 00:46:57,858
No, yeah. I got a car.
923
00:46:59,381 --> 00:47:01,340
Now I'm kinda set on watching
the truck pack up, so.
924
00:47:01,383 --> 00:47:02,645
Okay.
925
00:47:08,390 --> 00:47:11,916
Should we talk about what
happens after this week?
926
00:47:13,308 --> 00:47:15,049
Yeah, probably.
927
00:47:16,442 --> 00:47:17,878
What are your thoughts on it?
928
00:47:21,316 --> 00:47:24,842
Uh, honestly I don't know.
What do you think?
929
00:47:24,885 --> 00:47:27,888
Uh, kinda in the same boat.
930
00:47:29,107 --> 00:47:33,111
I guess we should
probably sort it out.
931
00:47:33,154 --> 00:47:34,286
Yes.
932
00:47:36,157 --> 00:47:39,465
I mean, you are going to be
several thousand miles
and an ocean away.
933
00:47:39,508 --> 00:47:40,858
Yeah.
934
00:47:47,952 --> 00:47:51,651
Fuck, would you wanna
like stay in touch?
935
00:47:51,694 --> 00:47:54,915
Yeah, I mean, if you do.
936
00:47:54,959 --> 00:47:57,613
-Yeah.
-Then, fuck, yeah.
937
00:48:01,182 --> 00:48:05,012
I guess it would probably
be good to leave
any expectations at home.
938
00:48:05,056 --> 00:48:07,145
Definitely, yeah.
939
00:48:07,188 --> 00:48:10,496
I just thought it would be nice
to like stay in touch.
940
00:48:10,539 --> 00:48:11,540
I agree.
941
00:48:16,589 --> 00:48:17,764
The car is here.
942
00:48:17,807 --> 00:48:18,896
Oh.
943
00:48:30,951 --> 00:48:33,345
This is going
to sound kinda weird, but...
944
00:48:35,651 --> 00:48:36,826
Go on.
945
00:48:36,870 --> 00:48:39,742
You have to admit
that if we did have kids,
946
00:48:39,786 --> 00:48:41,048
they would be pretty cute.
947
00:48:41,092 --> 00:48:42,963
You're fucking great.
948
00:48:43,007 --> 00:48:45,009
I mean, you know I'm right.
Look at us.
949
00:48:45,052 --> 00:48:47,837
-I'm not disagreeing.
-Don't you think...?
950
00:48:47,881 --> 00:48:50,666
Wouldn't he and I have
the most beautiful children?
951
00:48:50,710 --> 00:48:52,146
Yeah, yeah. Definitely.
952
00:48:52,190 --> 00:48:54,540
-Right?
-Fuck, yeah.
953
00:48:54,583 --> 00:48:56,324
I didn't disagree with you.
954
00:48:56,368 --> 00:48:58,196
-We would.
-We would.
955
00:49:03,766 --> 00:49:05,768
I can't believe
I leave tomorrow.
956
00:49:05,812 --> 00:49:08,293
Yeah, it'll be all right though.
957
00:49:09,207 --> 00:49:11,165
I guess.
958
00:49:11,209 --> 00:49:13,646
It's not like
we're dying or anything
959
00:49:13,689 --> 00:49:16,127
which, you know, "Hooray!"
960
00:49:16,170 --> 00:49:17,867
It could be worse.
961
00:49:17,911 --> 00:49:19,826
Yeah. It always could be worse.
962
00:49:19,869 --> 00:49:23,830
Yeah, it brightens
my day every time I think of it.
963
00:49:25,527 --> 00:49:28,443
Like, no matter how bad it is,
at least you're not dead?
964
00:49:28,487 --> 00:49:31,490
Exactly. Not dead in a ditch,
it's a good day.
965
00:49:31,533 --> 00:49:34,145
Your standards for a good day
are worryingly low.
966
00:49:35,102 --> 00:49:37,017
When I'm dead,
my headstone's going to have,
967
00:49:37,061 --> 00:49:40,847
"Could be worse" emblazoned
across it in giant block font.
968
00:49:41,891 --> 00:49:46,984
Sort of like my final "Fuck you"
to the world, you know or...
969
00:49:47,027 --> 00:49:48,115
I don't know.
970
00:49:51,553 --> 00:49:53,251
I like you.
971
00:49:53,294 --> 00:49:55,731
Good. I like you.
972
00:50:00,475 --> 00:50:03,739
- Sorry, dude.
-Oh, no, dude,
do whatever back there, man.
973
00:51:55,460 --> 00:51:56,548
Got everything?
974
00:51:57,897 --> 00:51:59,725
Yes. I thought I forgot
my passport for a sec.
975
00:51:59,768 --> 00:52:01,161
What time is it?
976
00:52:01,205 --> 00:52:03,772
Looking for excuses
to come back early already, huh?
977
00:52:03,816 --> 00:52:04,817
4:15.
978
00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:06,514
Fuck. Yeah, maybe.
979
00:52:06,558 --> 00:52:08,690
So, you're saying yes?
980
00:52:08,734 --> 00:52:10,692
Ooh, 10%.
981
00:52:50,123 --> 00:52:51,168
Hey.
982
00:52:51,211 --> 00:52:52,473
Hey.
983
00:52:52,517 --> 00:52:53,822
Hey.
984
00:52:54,910 --> 00:52:56,869
- Hey.
- Hey.
985
00:52:56,912 --> 00:52:59,828
- Hey.
- Hey.
986
00:53:01,439 --> 00:53:04,398
-Hey.
- Hey.
987
00:53:04,442 --> 00:53:09,098
So, at what point
in this conversation do
we start the conversation?
988
00:53:09,142 --> 00:53:10,535
Mm.
989
00:53:10,578 --> 00:53:13,668
How is day 685 million
990
00:53:13,712 --> 00:53:16,367
of your European
captivity going?
991
00:53:16,410 --> 00:53:19,544
I'm a little bit worried
that Stockholm Syndrome
has fully set in.
992
00:53:19,587 --> 00:53:21,415
So you're
just like, fully in love
993
00:53:21,459 --> 00:53:25,289
with what must be
a very torturous existence
in England?
994
00:53:25,332 --> 00:53:27,421
It really is
just awful.
995
00:53:27,465 --> 00:53:30,903
It's like my God, the British
with their dry humor
and well-dressed ways.
996
00:53:30,946 --> 00:53:33,122
Sounds just...
unbearable.
997
00:53:34,123 --> 00:53:36,474
- I miss you.
- I miss you too.
998
00:53:37,344 --> 00:53:39,651
School still going well?
999
00:53:39,694 --> 00:53:42,958
Yeah,
it's pretty relaxed.
1000
00:53:43,002 --> 00:53:46,179
-I'm halfway through.
- Hey,
hooray for halfway.
1001
00:53:47,963 --> 00:53:50,662
Sorry it's been
so long since we talked.
1002
00:53:51,619 --> 00:53:54,448
I mean,
it's a two-way street on that.
1003
00:53:54,492 --> 00:53:56,668
If you're sorry, I'm sorry.
1004
00:53:56,711 --> 00:53:59,236
Yeah. That's true.
1005
00:54:01,673 --> 00:54:05,590
I hate this.
I fucking hate this.
1006
00:54:05,633 --> 00:54:07,069
Me too.
1007
00:54:07,113 --> 00:54:08,549
It's like every time
I think about you,
1008
00:54:08,593 --> 00:54:11,770
I like miss you
and then I feel sadder
1009
00:54:11,813 --> 00:54:14,468
and then it's just like, "Fuck!"
1010
00:54:15,687 --> 00:54:17,515
It's just...
1011
00:54:18,472 --> 00:54:19,821
Sorry.
1012
00:54:19,865 --> 00:54:22,128
There's nothing
to be sorry about.
1013
00:54:22,171 --> 00:54:24,173
Yeah, but that almost
makes it worse, right?
1014
00:54:24,217 --> 00:54:27,307
'Cause it's like there's
a fucking ocean between us
1015
00:54:27,351 --> 00:54:29,091
and there's nothing
we can do about it.
1016
00:54:30,049 --> 00:54:33,748
I mean, fine, like obviously
we can do anything.
1017
00:54:33,792 --> 00:54:37,012
But like it would be...
it's like it sounds absurd.
1018
00:54:37,056 --> 00:54:39,363
Like, "Oh, Michael.
Just come to London
1019
00:54:39,406 --> 00:54:41,147
and follow me while
I wander around aimlessly."
1020
00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:44,324
Or like, "Hey, Laura.
Ditch that Master's
and come to LA
1021
00:54:44,368 --> 00:54:46,718
and we can play
in the sun together."
1022
00:54:49,373 --> 00:54:51,288
I just wish you were here.
1023
00:54:51,331 --> 00:54:52,811
Me too.
1024
00:54:52,854 --> 00:54:56,336
Well, actually I'm not choosy
about here or there,
1025
00:54:56,380 --> 00:54:57,685
but you know what I mean.
1026
00:54:57,729 --> 00:55:03,038
Anyway, so I take it
things are going well?
1027
00:55:04,823 --> 00:55:10,437
Yeah,
things are... yeah.
1028
00:55:12,396 --> 00:55:14,528
What about for you?
1029
00:55:14,572 --> 00:55:17,226
Same old, same old.
1030
00:55:17,270 --> 00:55:19,707
Frank visited the other day
though, so that's cool.
1031
00:55:19,751 --> 00:55:21,056
Hmm, that's nice.
1032
00:55:21,100 --> 00:55:22,406
Yeah,
that was pretty great.
1033
00:55:22,449 --> 00:55:23,972
Frank threw stuff at a bartender
1034
00:55:24,016 --> 00:55:26,148
who then gave us
free drinks in return.
1035
00:55:26,192 --> 00:55:28,847
I don't think it's supposed to work like that.
1036
00:55:28,890 --> 00:55:30,979
I mean,
she's our friend,
but, yeah, me neither.
1037
00:55:31,023 --> 00:55:32,677
She did threaten to kick us out.
1038
00:55:32,720 --> 00:55:34,374
Frank has promised to return
1039
00:55:34,418 --> 00:55:36,376
and force her to make good
on her threat.
1040
00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:37,899
He's in love with her,
isn't he?
1041
00:55:37,943 --> 00:55:39,379
Yeah, right.
1042
00:55:42,904 --> 00:55:44,906
Sorry, I'm so like tired.
1043
00:55:46,517 --> 00:55:50,129
I don't know I just feel
like I've been very bummed
all the time lately.
1044
00:55:50,172 --> 00:55:51,130
Lately?
1045
00:55:52,174 --> 00:55:54,655
Right.
1046
00:55:55,569 --> 00:55:58,572
Things get frustrating on this god-forsaken space rock.
1047
00:55:59,921 --> 00:56:03,011
We're all trapped here
by our own choices
1048
00:56:03,055 --> 00:56:05,362
which is like paradoxical or...
1049
00:56:05,405 --> 00:56:08,060
which, whatever,
you know what I mean.
1050
00:56:09,104 --> 00:56:10,932
Yeah, I know.
I do know what you mean.
1051
00:56:10,976 --> 00:56:12,064
It's like give them enough rope,
1052
00:56:12,107 --> 00:56:13,457
but in this case freedom
is the rope
1053
00:56:13,500 --> 00:56:14,980
and we've given it to ourselves.
1054
00:56:15,023 --> 00:56:16,590
Yeah, the world's
on fire anyway.
1055
00:56:16,634 --> 00:56:20,028
It's fine. A small fire,
it's still a fire though.
1056
00:56:20,072 --> 00:56:21,943
Not dead in a ditch, right?
1057
00:56:21,987 --> 00:56:23,684
Not just yet.
1058
00:56:31,300 --> 00:56:32,519
I miss you.
1059
00:56:32,563 --> 00:56:35,392
Yeah, I miss you too.
1060
00:56:40,397 --> 00:56:42,137
Do you think
we'd be happy together?
1061
00:56:42,181 --> 00:56:46,315
Yeah, I think
we'd be pretty good.
1062
00:56:46,359 --> 00:56:48,579
Yeah.
1063
00:56:51,538 --> 00:56:53,497
I worry you would
hate me though.
1064
00:56:53,540 --> 00:56:57,152
Well, if anyone's hateable,
it's definitely you.
1065
00:56:57,196 --> 00:56:58,937
Oh, boo!
1066
00:56:58,980 --> 00:57:00,634
Didn't see that one coming,
did you?
1067
00:57:01,722 --> 00:57:03,245
I like you.
1068
00:57:03,289 --> 00:57:05,813
I don't think it's supposed
to work like that.
1069
00:57:11,515 --> 00:57:13,212
Tell me things
about your life.
1070
00:57:29,620 --> 00:57:31,709
Oh, my fucking fuck, dude.
1071
00:57:33,580 --> 00:57:36,148
Shut the fuck up
for a fucking minute.
1072
00:57:38,150 --> 00:57:39,978
Fuck you dogs.
1073
00:57:43,068 --> 00:57:45,200
Hey, did you get
that raise at least?
1074
00:57:45,244 --> 00:57:47,768
Yea, but not as much
as I had asked.
1075
00:57:47,812 --> 00:57:49,814
Oh.
1076
00:57:49,857 --> 00:57:52,512
The lady who was training me
decided to leave two weeks
earlier than expected,
1077
00:57:52,556 --> 00:57:56,037
so I'm pretty much...
she was just like get over it,
I guess.
1078
00:57:56,995 --> 00:58:00,738
So, now I'm just kinda like
fumbling around in the dark.
1079
00:58:00,781 --> 00:58:01,913
Huh.
1080
00:58:01,956 --> 00:58:04,132
So everything is still,
1081
00:58:04,176 --> 00:58:07,179
"Holy shit, this is so much more
work than I ever expected
and everything is broken."
1082
00:58:08,354 --> 00:58:10,182
Pretty much, yeah.
1083
00:58:10,225 --> 00:58:11,400
So it goes.
1084
00:58:11,444 --> 00:58:14,491
Yeah, how is the battle
of Britain going?
1085
00:58:16,449 --> 00:58:17,450
You mean Laura?
1086
00:58:17,494 --> 00:58:18,930
Yeah, how is that going?
1087
00:58:18,973 --> 00:58:22,716
Uh, it's not.
1088
00:58:22,760 --> 00:58:25,110
Bummer. Bad?
1089
00:58:25,153 --> 00:58:26,546
No.
1090
00:58:26,590 --> 00:58:27,895
Out with a whimper.
1091
00:58:28,766 --> 00:58:30,463
So, who stopped talking to who?
1092
00:58:30,507 --> 00:58:31,377
Both.
1093
00:58:32,770 --> 00:58:34,249
So, her?
1094
00:58:34,293 --> 00:58:37,296
Yeah, but...
1095
00:58:37,339 --> 00:58:39,733
-But both.
1096
00:58:39,777 --> 00:58:41,474
Well, so it goes.
1097
00:58:42,693 --> 00:58:44,738
-You'll be alright.
-Yeah.
1098
00:58:46,566 --> 00:58:49,569
Yeah, shit happens
when you party naked.
1099
00:59:20,731 --> 00:59:23,298
You know, for the longest time
1100
00:59:23,342 --> 00:59:25,562
I thought
that I was square enough
1101
00:59:25,605 --> 00:59:28,086
and I dedicated
just enough to a shitty job
1102
00:59:28,129 --> 00:59:30,610
that I didn't even care about
and I was alright with that.
1103
00:59:30,654 --> 00:59:33,918
Or at least find
some sort of solace
elsewhere aside from work.
1104
00:59:33,961 --> 00:59:36,703
But just statistically
speaking, right?
1105
00:59:36,747 --> 00:59:39,271
Because you spend
most of your life at work,
1106
00:59:39,314 --> 00:59:42,100
you very quickly
come to understand
that if you're miserable there
1107
00:59:42,143 --> 00:59:44,319
then your life is
predominantly miserable, right?
1108
00:59:44,363 --> 00:59:45,799
Aren't you going to help?
1109
00:59:45,843 --> 00:59:51,196
So... and so I left and now
I am at school with you
1110
00:59:51,239 --> 00:59:53,894
and I tried a lot of things
before to try to figure out
1111
00:59:53,938 --> 00:59:56,549
why I was, you know,
so bummed about things.
1112
00:59:57,724 --> 00:59:59,857
But, girl, never
in a million fucking years
1113
00:59:59,900 --> 01:00:03,121
did I think that digging holes
in a farm was going to be
an answer to things.
1114
01:00:03,164 --> 01:00:05,993
You're fucking crazy for doing
this for a month, you know that?
1115
01:00:06,037 --> 01:00:07,691
I feel like
all I do is dig holes.
1116
01:00:07,734 --> 01:00:09,170
Oh, yeah, whatever.
1117
01:00:09,214 --> 01:00:11,085
I don't believe
that for a second.
1118
01:00:12,173 --> 01:00:14,306
But how are you anyway?
1119
01:00:14,349 --> 01:00:16,482
Have you been feeling better
about things?
1120
01:00:16,525 --> 01:00:18,266
Yeah...
1121
01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:21,269
I guess so.
1122
01:00:21,313 --> 01:00:24,664
Trying new things
to see at least.
1123
01:00:24,708 --> 01:00:27,188
I'm a little bit worried
I'm kinda doing
exactly the same thing
1124
01:00:27,232 --> 01:00:28,537
no matter where I am.
1125
01:00:28,581 --> 01:00:30,452
What, like,
digging holes and shit?
1126
01:00:31,758 --> 01:00:33,847
No, that's actually new,
surprisingly enough.
1127
01:00:34,805 --> 01:00:37,329
No, I just mean
like the same patterns
of frustrations
1128
01:00:37,372 --> 01:00:39,113
and doing the same thing
in response
1129
01:00:39,157 --> 01:00:42,029
and like feeling trapped
and all of that.
1130
01:00:43,857 --> 01:00:46,468
Well, aren't you
just a little ray of sunshine?
1131
01:00:47,556 --> 01:00:49,776
But I mean, you know,
at least you're trying.
1132
01:00:49,820 --> 01:00:53,519
You're out and you're working
toward positive at least,
1133
01:00:53,562 --> 01:00:55,260
so that's a good thing.
1134
01:00:55,303 --> 01:00:57,218
I just don't know
how I feel about
1135
01:00:57,262 --> 01:00:59,917
this whole "back to the earth"
thing though.
1136
01:00:59,960 --> 01:01:01,832
-No?
-It's a bit crackers, babe.
1137
01:01:04,051 --> 01:01:05,444
You could give it a try.
1138
01:01:05,487 --> 01:01:08,142
Absolutely no go.
1139
01:01:47,747 --> 01:01:49,880
That bartender
is definitely into you.
1140
01:01:51,316 --> 01:01:54,014
Don't fucking look right at her.
1141
01:01:54,058 --> 01:01:55,102
Dude.
1142
01:02:00,717 --> 01:02:02,936
Now, we're in for a real treat.
1143
01:02:03,807 --> 01:02:05,896
We're just going to...
1144
01:02:05,939 --> 01:02:07,941
Hi, my name's Laura
1145
01:02:07,985 --> 01:02:12,424
and I've sailed 13 oceans
and traveled 18 continents
1146
01:02:12,467 --> 01:02:15,601
waking up hungover people
all over the world.
1147
01:03:01,778 --> 01:03:03,736
Hello you.
1148
01:03:04,868 --> 01:03:06,260
How are you feeling?
1149
01:03:07,958 --> 01:03:10,047
Sorry.
1150
01:03:10,090 --> 01:03:12,701
Honestly, immensely hungover.
1151
01:03:12,745 --> 01:03:15,008
Uh-oh, oops.
1152
01:03:22,799 --> 01:03:23,974
Well, worth it.
1153
01:03:25,584 --> 01:03:26,411
Good.
1154
01:03:28,239 --> 01:03:29,109
You?
1155
01:03:30,371 --> 01:03:31,938
Yeah, I think I'll...
1156
01:03:33,940 --> 01:03:34,941
I think I'll live.
1157
01:03:34,985 --> 01:03:36,551
Mmm.
1158
01:03:36,595 --> 01:03:39,467
And don't you have to go?
1159
01:03:40,512 --> 01:03:42,427
You kept saying last night,
1160
01:03:42,470 --> 01:03:44,733
"I'm going
on an adventure tomorrow."
1161
01:03:44,777 --> 01:03:48,346
Oh, God, yeah,
that sounds like me.
1162
01:04:22,902 --> 01:04:25,426
You actually look like shit.
1163
01:04:25,470 --> 01:04:29,691
It kinda looks like you got
into a fight with a semi-truck,
1164
01:04:29,735 --> 01:04:32,564
but it didn't just like hit you,
it just like smoked you
1165
01:04:32,607 --> 01:04:35,262
and then just drug you
for miles and miles.
1166
01:04:35,306 --> 01:04:36,916
Feel like a roadkill.
1167
01:04:36,960 --> 01:04:41,181
I feel like my soul is hungover.
1168
01:04:41,225 --> 01:04:44,141
Yeah, you look like
a bad day had a long night.
1169
01:04:45,533 --> 01:04:46,708
What?
1170
01:04:47,840 --> 01:04:50,060
At least the bartender
seemed chill.
1171
01:04:51,713 --> 01:04:54,064
Yeah, yeah.
1172
01:04:54,107 --> 01:04:59,373
Good news is
she's already put up with me
smashed out of my mind so.
1173
01:04:59,417 --> 01:05:01,201
I don't know,
you're pretty bad sober.
1174
01:05:09,340 --> 01:05:10,515
Nice.
1175
01:05:11,690 --> 01:05:12,778
Good job.
1176
01:05:16,564 --> 01:05:17,826
That's loud,
1177
01:05:19,002 --> 01:05:22,440
but my hangover is worse.
1178
01:05:22,483 --> 01:05:25,443
Yeah, dude.
It's a gun. It goes bang.
1179
01:05:27,271 --> 01:05:29,229
How's your...
1180
01:05:29,273 --> 01:05:31,753
how's your journey to the depths
of the meaninglessness
of existence going?
1181
01:05:32,929 --> 01:05:36,715
Ah, it's nice to get out
of town for a bit.
1182
01:05:36,758 --> 01:05:40,458
Yeah, yeah. It's... it's good
for the soul out here you know.
1183
01:05:40,501 --> 01:05:43,983
Let the...
let the heat heal you.
1184
01:05:44,027 --> 01:05:46,681
But seriously though, you should
probably take some time off.
1185
01:05:46,725 --> 01:05:50,729
Yeah, maybe
a little trip out of town.
1186
01:05:50,772 --> 01:05:51,730
Oh, yeah.
1187
01:05:51,773 --> 01:05:53,862
Yeah, you know, whatever.
1188
01:05:53,906 --> 01:05:55,212
Uh, anyway,
1189
01:05:56,343 --> 01:05:58,606
hope your hangover
likes loud noises
1190
01:05:58,650 --> 01:06:01,261
'cause it's about to get lit.
1191
01:06:01,305 --> 01:06:03,046
Freedom, baby!
1192
01:06:03,089 --> 01:06:05,091
Woo-hoo!
1193
01:06:05,135 --> 01:06:07,137
All right, you beautiful
little sulk-monster,
let's get some fucking drinks.
1194
01:06:07,180 --> 01:06:08,965
-Now?
-Yes, right now.
1195
01:06:09,008 --> 01:06:11,010
We just finished
our Master's programs. Come on.
1196
01:06:11,054 --> 01:06:13,317
It's like not even 11 o' clock.
1197
01:06:13,360 --> 01:06:15,058
And come on, it doesn't matter.
1198
01:06:15,101 --> 01:06:17,538
You don't have
to be sad forever.
1199
01:06:17,582 --> 01:06:20,193
Like let's go do something.
Let's go get some drinks.
1200
01:06:20,237 --> 01:06:22,804
-Let's have fun.
-Okay. All right, all right.
1201
01:06:22,848 --> 01:06:25,068
You do realize
that you're allowed to drink
when you're not sad
1202
01:06:25,111 --> 01:06:27,157
like celebrating
once in a while is okay.
1203
01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:28,810
Mm-hmm.
1204
01:06:28,854 --> 01:06:30,290
Plus, you don't have long before
they ship you back to California
1205
01:06:30,334 --> 01:06:32,466
where I hear
things are just so awful.
1206
01:06:32,510 --> 01:06:33,815
What is that supposed to mean?
1207
01:06:33,859 --> 01:06:35,513
It means you have to drink
to forget about that.
1208
01:06:35,556 --> 01:06:37,036
Oh!
1209
01:06:37,080 --> 01:06:39,604
All right, well, I thought
that was funny anyway.
1210
01:06:39,647 --> 01:06:42,172
You know, who gives a fuck
if this degree means shit
1211
01:06:42,215 --> 01:06:43,608
all just like our first degrees.
1212
01:06:43,651 --> 01:06:47,438
It's like I'm done
and I'm happy at least for now.
1213
01:06:47,481 --> 01:06:49,831
So, I might as well
enjoy it, right?
1214
01:06:49,875 --> 01:06:51,137
Right?
1215
01:06:51,181 --> 01:06:52,704
Yes!
1216
01:06:52,747 --> 01:06:54,575
Drink when you're happy,
drink when you're sad,
1217
01:06:54,619 --> 01:06:55,837
the Erika story.
1218
01:06:57,143 --> 01:06:59,319
It's called
hair of the dog, okay?
1219
01:06:59,363 --> 01:07:01,626
- I'm not that drunk.
- It's hair of the dog.
1220
01:07:01,669 --> 01:07:03,193
If you drink it,
then you get over your...
1221
01:07:03,236 --> 01:07:04,498
-Are you on drugs today?
-Woo!
1222
01:07:04,542 --> 01:07:07,632
Woo-hoo! Yeah,
I'm on drugs bitches!
1223
01:07:07,675 --> 01:07:09,634
No, I'm not. Literally, I'm not.
1224
01:07:10,504 --> 01:07:12,332
No, I just want to party
with my boys.
1225
01:07:12,376 --> 01:07:14,334
I am so glad
that you're back
1226
01:07:14,378 --> 01:07:16,336
and I can't wait
to hear about everything.
1227
01:07:16,380 --> 01:07:17,772
I'm going to get a drink,
do you want something?
1228
01:07:17,816 --> 01:07:19,078
Actually, no.
I'm going to go sit outside.
1229
01:07:19,122 --> 01:07:20,688
Oh, yeah,
it's so pretty outside.
1230
01:07:20,732 --> 01:07:22,081
Just a heads-up,
Michael's out there.
1231
01:07:22,125 --> 01:07:23,517
-Okay. That's fine.
-Okay. Alright.
1232
01:07:37,140 --> 01:07:38,228
Hey.
1233
01:07:40,099 --> 01:07:41,318
Hello.
1234
01:07:43,102 --> 01:07:44,147
Uh...
1235
01:07:49,152 --> 01:07:51,284
Good to see you.
1236
01:07:51,328 --> 01:07:52,807
You just got back, right?
1237
01:07:52,851 --> 01:07:55,071
Yeah, straight from Berlin.
1238
01:07:55,114 --> 01:07:57,638
How's that jet lag?
How's Germany?
1239
01:07:57,682 --> 01:08:01,947
I'm tired and Germany was great.
1240
01:08:03,035 --> 01:08:05,907
-Good to hear.
-Yeah.
1241
01:08:05,951 --> 01:08:08,562
So, well, shit.
1242
01:08:08,606 --> 01:08:13,785
How's everything since we, uh...
1243
01:08:15,395 --> 01:08:17,267
It's been what, half a year?
1244
01:08:17,310 --> 01:08:19,312
Yes.
1245
01:08:19,356 --> 01:08:20,748
Miss the fog yet?
1246
01:08:20,792 --> 01:08:23,838
It's actually a lot worse
than you can even imagine.
1247
01:08:23,882 --> 01:08:26,754
People take the day off
when the sun comes out.
1248
01:08:26,798 --> 01:08:29,148
Wow, that's the saddest thing
I've heard all year.
1249
01:08:29,192 --> 01:08:30,671
No, it was good.
1250
01:08:30,715 --> 01:08:33,935
I mean, I got sun in Berlin
and I have a Master's now.
1251
01:08:33,979 --> 01:08:35,285
Yay!
1252
01:08:35,328 --> 01:08:37,200
Look at you, all educated.
1253
01:08:37,243 --> 01:08:38,418
Yeah.
1254
01:08:42,205 --> 01:08:43,162
How are you?
1255
01:08:44,250 --> 01:08:46,383
Good. Yeah.
1256
01:08:46,426 --> 01:08:49,081
Same deal with work,
1257
01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:54,304
but they're paying me more now,
so, that's chill.
1258
01:08:55,783 --> 01:08:59,483
How about you?
What's the future like
for Laura?
1259
01:08:59,526 --> 01:09:00,440
Oh, my God!
1260
01:09:00,484 --> 01:09:03,051
-Yeah, me too.
-Yeah.
1261
01:09:03,095 --> 01:09:05,358
At least you've got
a Master's now?
1262
01:09:05,402 --> 01:09:09,275
You know it works better
if you don't say it
like a question.
1263
01:09:12,235 --> 01:09:14,280
Um, yeah.
1264
01:09:14,324 --> 01:09:18,893
No, I'm still kinda
in the same place
and feeling the same...
1265
01:09:20,547 --> 01:09:22,506
I don't even know
what the word is.
1266
01:09:22,549 --> 01:09:24,943
Inherently dissatisfied.
1267
01:09:24,986 --> 01:09:27,598
-I wasn't thinking
quite that sad.
-Okay.
1268
01:09:27,641 --> 01:09:31,254
I'm thinking more like figuring
things out still, but, yeah.
1269
01:09:31,297 --> 01:09:33,778
Inherently dissatisfied
sounds better.
1270
01:09:36,389 --> 01:09:38,739
I'm sorry,
I'm just fucking around.
1271
01:09:38,783 --> 01:09:42,221
That's okay but, yeah, no.
1272
01:09:42,265 --> 01:09:45,833
I'm just again
trying to decide what to do.
1273
01:09:46,704 --> 01:09:47,966
Yeah, I feel that.
1274
01:09:48,009 --> 01:09:50,098
Yeah, between moving
and like finding a job,
1275
01:09:51,012 --> 01:09:53,928
I don't have a ton of time
to ponder, so that's nice.
1276
01:09:53,972 --> 01:09:56,801
I don't know if you know
what nice means.
1277
01:09:58,019 --> 01:09:59,238
Probably not.
1278
01:10:03,460 --> 01:10:05,462
How are things outside of work?
1279
01:10:06,419 --> 01:10:11,076
All right, um,
a little bit of drinking,
1280
01:10:11,119 --> 01:10:13,600
a little bit of not drinking,
1281
01:10:13,644 --> 01:10:16,560
a little bit of traveling
around California,
1282
01:10:16,603 --> 01:10:18,126
which has been nice.
1283
01:10:18,170 --> 01:10:19,867
-That does sound nice.
-Yeah.
1284
01:10:19,911 --> 01:10:21,434
The mountains are pretty cool.
1285
01:10:21,478 --> 01:10:25,264
They've got tons of rocks
and snow.
1286
01:10:26,483 --> 01:10:30,182
Really just a bunch of stuff
that you can throw
at other stuff
1287
01:10:30,226 --> 01:10:33,446
which is pretty much
the most fun a kid could have.
1288
01:10:33,490 --> 01:10:36,841
Oh, my God!
I'm glad your sense
of humor is still strange.
1289
01:10:39,887 --> 01:10:43,761
What about you?
What kind of fun did you
get into after everything?
1290
01:10:43,804 --> 01:10:48,287
Ooh, uh, honestly
I kinda just went out a lot.
1291
01:10:50,898 --> 01:10:53,031
Super honestly, um,
1292
01:10:53,074 --> 01:10:58,689
I was pretty miserable
and did a lot of drinking.
1293
01:10:58,732 --> 01:11:01,474
-So, yeah, you know.
-The healthy way out?
1294
01:11:01,518 --> 01:11:02,606
Yeah.
1295
01:11:03,824 --> 01:11:04,738
How about now?
1296
01:11:07,001 --> 01:11:09,787
Better. I think.
1297
01:11:11,354 --> 01:11:12,833
Yeah, better.
1298
01:11:14,139 --> 01:11:19,013
-Yeah.
-I've made some changes
for the better, so.
1299
01:11:19,057 --> 01:11:23,975
Uh, would you say
you're doing better?
1300
01:11:24,018 --> 01:11:25,324
Yeah, better.
1301
01:11:26,412 --> 01:11:28,458
Like better or...?
1302
01:11:28,501 --> 01:11:31,199
I mean, maybe better
than better actually, you know.
1303
01:11:31,243 --> 01:11:33,463
Perhaps the betterest.
1304
01:11:34,681 --> 01:11:35,943
If you will.
1305
01:11:38,555 --> 01:11:39,947
Mmm.
1306
01:11:51,394 --> 01:11:53,134
You know how when you travel
1307
01:11:53,178 --> 01:11:55,223
or like when people
are traveling,
they're always like,
1308
01:11:55,267 --> 01:11:58,226
"I feel so aware
when I'm traveling"
1309
01:11:58,270 --> 01:12:00,925
and like discovering
this new culture makes me feel
1310
01:12:00,968 --> 01:12:02,883
like all my worries
are like so silly.
1311
01:12:02,927 --> 01:12:07,627
Uh, yeah, you mean
the, "Going to Thailand
was amazing,
1312
01:12:07,671 --> 01:12:10,456
and it's so amazing
to travel the world,
1313
01:12:10,500 --> 01:12:12,415
and life is amazing"
1314
01:12:12,458 --> 01:12:14,547
approach to "finding yourself",
1315
01:12:14,591 --> 01:12:17,376
also known
as being rich as shit.
1316
01:12:17,420 --> 01:12:21,859
And you know
or pretending everything's okay.
1317
01:12:21,902 --> 01:12:24,165
Yeah. No,
it's fucking bullshit, isn't it?
1318
01:12:24,209 --> 01:12:26,037
I mean, like it is
and it isn't but, yeah.
1319
01:12:26,080 --> 01:12:27,560
Hey, you don't
have to convince me.
1320
01:12:27,604 --> 01:12:31,303
I mean, I love traveling
and food while I'm traveling.
1321
01:12:31,347 --> 01:12:34,654
But, yeah, I mean,
finding yourself on vacation
1322
01:12:34,698 --> 01:12:37,178
has gotta be probably
one the worst clichés
1323
01:12:37,222 --> 01:12:40,225
this side of "everything happens
for a reason."
1324
01:12:40,268 --> 01:12:43,097
Yeah, exactly.
1325
01:12:43,141 --> 01:12:45,404
Yeah, I mean like for me
at least I felt like
1326
01:12:45,448 --> 01:12:51,149
the moments of traveling
that were the most beneficial
were when...
1327
01:12:51,192 --> 01:12:53,151
I mean, it kinda like
could have been anywhere.
1328
01:12:53,194 --> 01:12:57,285
Like it was like the moments
where I was the most
miserably alone, you know,
1329
01:12:57,329 --> 01:12:58,809
and just had to live
with myself.
1330
01:12:58,852 --> 01:13:00,767
Yeah, I'd agree with that.
1331
01:13:01,986 --> 01:13:03,379
So, I take it things are fun?
1332
01:13:04,249 --> 01:13:06,947
No, I'm just complaining.
Things are very good.
1333
01:13:07,905 --> 01:13:09,515
Yeah. Gotta do it sometimes.
1334
01:13:12,866 --> 01:13:15,391
I gotta be honest though,
I think,
1335
01:13:15,434 --> 01:13:19,656
sometimes even with living
with yourself
1336
01:13:19,699 --> 01:13:23,660
and even like
enjoying yourself as a person
1337
01:13:23,703 --> 01:13:28,491
really doesn't lift
the weight of,
1338
01:13:28,534 --> 01:13:31,885
you know,
what we talked about way back
1339
01:13:32,930 --> 01:13:36,716
about being trapped
by having so many options.
1340
01:13:36,760 --> 01:13:38,326
I don't know if that like...
1341
01:13:38,370 --> 01:13:39,589
No, no. I remember it. Yeah.
1342
01:13:40,633 --> 01:13:42,592
No, I felt like...
1343
01:13:42,635 --> 01:13:45,333
I felt like at first, you know,
1344
01:13:45,377 --> 01:13:48,989
being present was like really
helpful and like, you know,
1345
01:13:49,033 --> 01:13:51,165
just kinda like choosing
how to do your things
1346
01:13:51,209 --> 01:13:55,387
or like perceive experiences
and stuff.
1347
01:13:55,431 --> 01:13:58,738
But it kinda got tiring.
1348
01:13:58,782 --> 01:13:59,783
And like...
1349
01:14:03,308 --> 01:14:06,920
Like I know that receiving
information and experiences
1350
01:14:06,964 --> 01:14:09,749
was like, of course,
good for me,
1351
01:14:09,793 --> 01:14:13,231
but... I don't know.
1352
01:14:13,274 --> 01:14:15,625
I guess it kinda feels weird
1353
01:14:15,668 --> 01:14:18,802
to just be like learning
about things and about yourself
1354
01:14:18,845 --> 01:14:21,369
and to like not get anywhere,
1355
01:14:21,413 --> 01:14:24,285
you know, just like
I'm still completely unprepared
to answer the question
1356
01:14:24,329 --> 01:14:26,113
of like what I want
to do with my life.
1357
01:14:26,157 --> 01:14:28,899
And it's like after
all this time and education
and everything,
1358
01:14:28,942 --> 01:14:30,683
it's still like I'm doing
the same shit,
1359
01:14:30,727 --> 01:14:32,468
which is, yeah,
basically my fucking life.
1360
01:14:38,343 --> 01:14:40,737
I guess as long as I'm not
fucking things up more.
1361
01:14:40,780 --> 01:14:44,088
You know, I kinda think
1362
01:14:44,131 --> 01:14:47,004
sometimes it's the only thing
you can do.
1363
01:14:53,663 --> 01:14:55,055
I did miss you.
1364
01:14:57,449 --> 01:14:58,581
I missed you too.
1365
01:15:14,945 --> 01:15:17,643
Moving back to Portland?
1366
01:15:17,687 --> 01:15:19,645
Um, no.
1367
01:15:20,646 --> 01:15:23,170
I'm going to go home,
figure things out.
1368
01:15:24,345 --> 01:15:26,260
That's chill.
1369
01:15:26,304 --> 01:15:27,914
California misses you.
1370
01:15:27,958 --> 01:15:29,742
Yeah, what?
1371
01:15:32,136 --> 01:15:34,181
I don't know.
I'm just saying shit.
1372
01:15:39,143 --> 01:15:41,754
-Should we head inside?
1373
01:15:41,798 --> 01:15:44,365
Get new drinks?
1374
01:15:44,409 --> 01:15:45,541
Oh, yeah.
1375
01:15:49,109 --> 01:15:51,024
-Let's do it.
-Okay.
1376
01:16:11,218 --> 01:16:13,917
What we should talk
about is the graduation story.
1377
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:15,701
- Yeah, yeah.
- Right?
1378
01:16:38,768 --> 01:16:40,204
When they're out of reach...
1379
01:16:43,947 --> 01:16:45,209
I'm tired.
1380
01:16:47,515 --> 01:16:48,865
That makes sense.
1381
01:16:48,908 --> 01:16:51,607
You did literally
just fly across the world.
1382
01:16:52,564 --> 01:16:53,521
True.
1383
01:16:57,264 --> 01:16:58,483
Are you trying to head out?
1384
01:16:59,440 --> 01:17:00,703
No, I'm alright.
1385
01:17:02,966 --> 01:17:03,836
Cool.
1386
01:17:25,945 --> 01:17:27,120
I'm sorry.
1387
01:17:30,341 --> 01:17:31,429
No, don't be.
1388
01:17:40,003 --> 01:17:40,960
Hey there.
1389
01:17:44,050 --> 01:17:45,182
Hi.
1390
01:17:49,316 --> 01:17:51,928
This is new.
What does it say?
1391
01:17:51,971 --> 01:17:53,756
Oh, yeah.
1392
01:17:54,887 --> 01:17:57,237
-Could be worse.
-Oh, my God! You would.
1393
01:17:59,413 --> 01:18:00,501
I try.
1394
01:18:27,050 --> 01:18:28,268
Hi.
1395
01:18:29,356 --> 01:18:34,231
No, I'm okay. I overslept
in... where are we?
1396
01:18:34,274 --> 01:18:36,363
-Echo Park.
-Echo Park.
1397
01:18:38,888 --> 01:18:42,805
Okay. Okay, cool.
I'll be over soon then.
1398
01:18:42,848 --> 01:18:43,980
Yeah, I'll figure it out.
1399
01:18:45,198 --> 01:18:46,156
Okay, thanks.
1400
01:18:51,074 --> 01:18:53,119
You, uh, need a ride?
1401
01:18:54,338 --> 01:18:57,863
Oh, um... really?
1402
01:18:58,777 --> 01:19:02,433
Yeah, it's a fucking car ride
not a kidney.
1403
01:19:02,476 --> 01:19:03,826
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.
1404
01:19:03,869 --> 01:19:05,566
Where's your...
where does your friend live?
1405
01:19:05,610 --> 01:19:07,133
Let me pull it up.
1406
01:19:07,177 --> 01:19:08,700
-It's... it's my cousin, it's...
-Oh!
1407
01:19:10,571 --> 01:19:11,921
Yeah, that's right here.
1408
01:19:26,979 --> 01:19:29,112
-Thanks for the ride.
-No problem.
1409
01:19:31,854 --> 01:19:32,942
Uh...
1410
01:19:32,985 --> 01:19:35,335
Let me know
if you're visiting again.
1411
01:19:35,379 --> 01:19:38,034
It was...
it was good to see you.
1412
01:19:38,077 --> 01:19:39,687
Yeah, it was good
to see you too.
1413
01:19:42,516 --> 01:19:43,866
-Have a good day.
-You too.
1414
01:19:43,909 --> 01:19:46,172
Good luck with everything.
1415
01:19:46,216 --> 01:19:47,173
Thank you.
1416
01:19:48,044 --> 01:19:50,786
Thank you, again for the ride.
1417
01:19:50,829 --> 01:19:52,178
No problem.
1418
01:20:28,562 --> 01:20:30,477
Oh. Oh, okay.
1419
01:20:30,521 --> 01:20:31,696
All right, cool. Bye.
1420
01:20:32,915 --> 01:20:34,177
Bye.
1421
01:20:59,550 --> 01:21:01,465
You alright?
1422
01:21:01,508 --> 01:21:04,250
Yeah, yeah.
I'm just pretty tired.
1423
01:21:05,295 --> 01:21:06,644
It seems to be a thing with you.
1424
01:21:06,687 --> 01:21:08,211
Is it?
1425
01:21:08,254 --> 01:21:12,911
Yeah, I mean, I get it.
It's... it's whatever.
1426
01:21:12,955 --> 01:21:15,305
Next time we go out,
1427
01:21:15,348 --> 01:21:19,918
we should just not
and like take a nap instead.
1428
01:21:19,962 --> 01:21:21,180
Okay.
1429
01:21:21,224 --> 01:21:23,182
I could... I could do that.
1430
01:21:23,226 --> 01:21:25,837
Yeah, but it's always very fun.
1431
01:21:26,969 --> 01:21:28,013
Good.
1432
01:22:14,233 --> 01:22:16,192
Hey,
I'm going to head out.
1433
01:22:18,020 --> 01:22:19,847
Try and get some sleep
this time.
1434
01:22:22,198 --> 01:22:23,460
I'll see you.
1435
01:22:28,247 --> 01:22:31,294
Hi, future me.
This is Michael.
1436
01:22:31,337 --> 01:22:34,993
You know that already
because you're me.
1437
01:22:36,125 --> 01:22:38,910
Uh, anyhow this is day one
1438
01:22:38,954 --> 01:22:43,610
of Michael's poorly
planned road trip
to fix his fucking head
1439
01:22:43,654 --> 01:22:46,004
or at least
take some real time off.
1440
01:22:46,048 --> 01:22:49,616
I'd like to remind future me
why I'm on this trip.
1441
01:22:49,660 --> 01:22:52,619
This year was dumb.
Last year was dumb.
1442
01:22:52,663 --> 01:22:55,448
And next year
will probably be dumb.
1443
01:22:55,492 --> 01:22:59,975
I hate my job even though
it's not that bad and pays well.
1444
01:23:00,018 --> 01:23:03,369
Give a shit about a girl
who's hundreds of miles away
1445
01:23:03,413 --> 01:23:07,678
while another girl
who's too good for me
or at least seems pretty chill
1446
01:23:07,721 --> 01:23:09,027
is waiting for my time.
1447
01:23:09,071 --> 01:23:11,247
I'm healthy,
I have enough money,
1448
01:23:11,290 --> 01:23:13,553
which is pretty much
anything I've ever asked for,
1449
01:23:13,597 --> 01:23:16,861
but despite
my best efforts to ignore it,
1450
01:23:16,904 --> 01:23:19,211
my head is still
completely fucked
1451
01:23:19,255 --> 01:23:23,041
which is naturally
a bit irritating.
1452
01:23:23,085 --> 01:23:25,565
And I have no idea
what the fuck to do about it,
1453
01:23:25,609 --> 01:23:29,787
so I'm taking this trip to,
uh, to do anything...
1454
01:23:29,830 --> 01:23:35,010
just something new,
just to do something different.
1455
01:23:36,098 --> 01:23:39,405
I guess this is the best
I've felt for a while,
1456
01:23:39,449 --> 01:23:41,538
probably a long time.
1457
01:23:42,495 --> 01:23:44,584
Anyway, I'm hungover
1458
01:23:44,628 --> 01:23:47,326
and seem to be
out of things to say.
1459
01:23:47,370 --> 01:23:49,981
So, I'll return to this later.
1460
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God speed to me I guess.
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